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 hotboxxin
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 First Trip - Bad(long) 
#6123154 - 10/01/06 11:14 PM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Aight, so me and my bud had it all planned out. We were both gunna do 1/8th our first time, while his older bro sat us as we chilled in his basement. So we went to the store and got some Eatmores and I ate my 1/8th first, then he bitched out and didn't do it. He wasn't the type of person to do this so I was like WTF? We then went to his house and just chilled watchin T.V. After about an hour and a half I wasn't feeling a thing until we started playin ping-pong. He split into about 8 different silhouettes which turned into the brightest neon colors. I then went upstairs and grabbed this book he had that was full of geographical shapes and figures that were trippy as hell. I was lovin' life and the walls started to breathe with me as I sat trippin' out. I proceeded to have intense visuals and felt amazing. His brother then left for the night and my buddy was nowhere to be found, so I ended up bymself for a while and I closed my eyes and went into my own galaxy. I ended up snowboarding from planet to planet and eventually stopped at this one with purple indiands. The indians turned red when they were mad and somehow I pissed off the chief and he was all red and he threw me in a pit of snakes. I got a lil' scared but then they started to morph and grow intro trees which fell into waterfalls which then turned up into flowers. It was this intense cycle and made me feel great. My buddy then came back; he was checkin up on his plants. Then he invited some people over, which was not the plan at all. So I went down to meet them and it was my bud and these 2 chicks. Then one thing led to another and like 10 people were there as I was really fucked. Then I got a call from work and as I was talkin on the phone, I heard some banging and someone saying "Let me in, let me in." I was in the kitchen at the time and the room leading to the front door was pitch black, couldn't see a thing. I looked over to the front door as I heard "Let me in, let me in." It then got more demonic sounding and it screamed at me "LET ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was overwhelmed in this fear I've never experienced before, but I quickly told myself it wasn't real. My friends were all like WTF? what's wrong and I told them what happend. I was coming down and I felt deeply depressed that I wasn't seeing any hallucinations that made me feel so amazing anymore. I felt that I NEEDED to see them to feel good. Some kid told me to smoke some buds and it'll bring back the high a lil' bit so I won't feel as bummed. I smoked some bud and then went downstairs into my buds basement to just chill because everything going on upstairs with all the people was making my mind race and I couldn't take it. As I went to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and I opened my eyes really wide and I saw the little grudge dude and fucken sketched. I quickly left the bathroom and as I went passed my buddies bro's room I felt this presence. All of a sudden these hands started to grab me and pull me in. I felt like there was thousands of these entities wanting me, trying to pull me in. By this point I was so sketched out I didn't know wtf to do. I ran upstairs and this fucken kid was playing metallica which made me feel like shit and got me creeped out. So I changed it to "Don't Worry Be Happy." It made me feel good and safe. I left the room and someone again changed the music and I was beginning to burn up. Sweat was dripping off my face and I felt like I had my head in the oven for the past 30 minutes. I started panicing like I was going to die and burn up, so I turned the tap on and rinced my head in cold water. When I was drying my head I noticed a red spot on my arm and my skin slowly started to rot away. I tried telling everyone I was fucken sketching out, but noone gave a flying fuck. Then my really really funny bud came over and I was stoked. We went downstairs to play some ping-pong, but he had on this Kevin Garnette shirt on taht was all evil looking, which made me really paranoid. As we were playing everything started to go black and I was extremely body high from the buds I smoked earlier. It felt like there was a presence behind me, Kevin G., an evil Kevin G. I felt him get close and closer and he touched me and then I looked at the shirt and it said "Just joking!!" and turned to a smiley face. I laughed and kept playing. Then the face started morphing into different emotions. It then went to a baby face and I started tellin my buddy what was going on. He laughed and the face on his shirt go serious and it said " STOP TALKING ABOUT ME, NOONE MUST KNOW!!!" Then everything went all black and I was engulfed in darkness and was paralyzed in fear screaming for my life. It felt like an eternity before I came back to reality. Once again noone cared, my buddy was just like "Dude wtf?!?! Why are u being so gay?" and left me. I ran upstairs and everyone was starting to leave by now. Everytime I was left alone I felt the presence of "Kevin G." get closer and closer until somone would enter the room and I would feel same again. Noone would stay with me for more then 30s. and I was eventually left alone. I turned every light possible on and put "Don't Worry be Happy" on repeat and turned the speakers on full blast and I sat until about 3am. telling myself it would all be fine once I fell asleep. I digested the shrooms at about 5pm. Even as I'm writing this right now a week later, I'm still paranoid something is there and am too afraid to even look back to check if anything is there, even though I know nothing is there.
Edited by hotboxxin (10/01/06 11:15 PM)
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: hotboxxin]
#6153839 - 10/10/06 10:24 AM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Dude, your trip was bad cuz you have assholes for friends. A shroom trip is supposed to be mystical. You don't need people telling you to "stop being gay".
Next time you trip like that, do it with someone you KNOW will stick around and be a guiding voice to accompany you on your journey, not a belligerent asshole.
--Bloc
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: Bloc]
#6154052 - 10/10/06 11:35 AM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ya, bloc's got it right. You took a pretty high dose for a first time and had a horrible setting to do it in.
Try not to let this experience ruin mushrooms for you. You saw some of the good that comes from them, and were only put through that mess because your friends are assholes. Find new tripping buddies.
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Remember there is something to be learned from every trip. And it looked like you learned that your friends were assholes from this one. I am glad my friends aren't like that. like stated above just make sure to have your set and setting a little bit more prepared. The best way to trip is to have one person close to you around ie significant other, best friend, or parent if they're into that kind of thing. This person that is with you can trip or just be a sitter. Just make sure that whoever the person is they have some psychadelic experience.
It is sort of hard for a person that who has never been through the experience to know what you are going through. You can try to explain but they'll never know until they try.
From your report it looks like you had a really good experience with some rough spots. I always have some slightly rough spots in every trip. I just minimize those spots by having the correct set and setting. I've tripped about 50 times or so now and I have only had one true BAD experience. Even then I didn't have it the whole time.
Do some more reading on preparing for trips. It will help you out a lot.
Another thing I might note is that since you have had such a bad experience you might feel anxious about the use of mushrooms. After my experience I always got this funny feeling before I would do them and then end up not doing them. This resulted in me not tripping for about 6 months. If you need time take it, but don't let this turn you off of shrooms. They are a very sacred tool and are very helpful in life.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: hotboxxin]
#6155200 - 10/10/06 04:34 PM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Sounds like you learned something. Dose = too high for you first time (like I did, I had like level 4.5 trip the first time). An other problem = a terrible place to eat them in. Hope you have better luck tripping next time! 
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: colimon]
#6174533 - 10/16/06 08:07 AM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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It just sucks how paranoid I am now, like whenever I'm alone and I hear a noise outside my environment I sketch. I have really trippy dreams now too, start out good but end horrible. Thanks for all the input and I'll be sure to have a better setting nextime.
Edited by hotboxxin (11/13/06 10:16 PM)
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: hotboxxin]
#6174944 - 10/16/06 11:25 AM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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hmm.. im planning on tripping some shrooms soon too, and ive heard that u can have 3 days going before u get back to normal.
and that freaked me out actually, and now ur saying that its gone a week and ur still feeling some bad states of mind..
how is it now?
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: Pawndrin]
#6176246 - 10/16/06 06:15 PM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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It's been about a month now, and still a little tiny bit paranoid sometimes, but it's gotten better. I couldn't sleep with the lights off after took about 4 days until I could. If I had more experience I would give you some advice, but I've only had this one trip, so I can't say much. Just have fun.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: Pawndrin]
#6176536 - 10/16/06 07:50 PM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Pawndrin said:
hmm.. im planning on tripping some shrooms soon too, and ive heard that u can have 3 days going before u get back to normal.
Taken a lot of shrooms and I've never experienced or heard of anybody experiencing this before. And I've had two nightmarish experiences in which the people I was with totally lost it for 6 or more hours.
One of them, at the peak of his madness, shoved a steel tent peg down his throat because he believed a demonic seed was lodged in the back of his throat. Of course, after two hours of trying to cough it out, he realized it was his tonsils. And HE was perfectly fine the next day ... sorta.
Where did you read/hear this?
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: hotboxxin]
#6177166 - 10/16/06 11:10 PM (5 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey man, it's normal to have these effects after a bad trip. Psychedelics are very powerful, but you will re-settle soon enough. Meditate or find something that really relaxes you, stay away from psychedelics until you feel comfortable.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: Phishe]
#6230925 - 10/31/06 11:32 AM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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hotboxxin: A shroom trip can be traumatic. Make sure you understand why you are paranoid beforehand. It might be for a dumb reason that you can shrug off. The most common reason Ive heard is a fear of "looking stupid" in front of others.
You can tell your trip buddy whats eating you and they can then reinforce feelings countering that while you are tripping. Thinks like "man you look like you're having a great time" etc.
reinforcement is paramount.
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Also, Shrooms have an Afterglow effect. It lasts about a week. This is why taking shrooms more often then a week is pointless.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: Ngalyod]
#6246531 - 11/04/06 09:03 AM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ngalyod said:
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Pawndrin said:
hmm.. im planning on tripping some shrooms soon too, and ive heard that u can have 3 days going before u get back to normal.
Taken a lot of shrooms and I've never experienced or heard of anybody experiencing this before. And I've had two nightmarish experiences in which the people I was with totally lost it for 6 or more hours.
One of them, at the peak of his madness, shoved a steel tent peg down his throat because he believed a demonic seed was lodged in the back of his throat. Of course, after two hours of trying to cough it out, he realized it was his tonsils. And HE was perfectly fine the next day ... sorta.
Where did you read/hear this?
rofl man, the thought of just seeing someone tripping balls putting a pen down there throat scares the shit out of me man.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: clemens]
#6252946 - 11/06/06 08:51 AM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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Your friend who backed out on you is a duche bag. You had it all planned out and then when you ate yours he decided to change the plans; what a fucker. I'd do the same thing to him next time and see how his night turns out. Plan it out again and say it will just be you and him this time. Have him eat his first then change the plans and have a party. Then tell everyone at the party to fuck with him because he's on shrooms.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: aloofiam]
#6253212 - 11/06/06 10:21 AM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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Your friend who backed out on you is a duche bag. You had it all planned out and then when you ate yours he decided to change the plans; what a fucker. I'd do the same thing to him next time and see how his night turns out. Plan it out again and say it will just be you and him this time. Have him eat his first then change the plans and have a party. Then tell everyone at the party to fuck with him because he's on shrooms.
lol. wow that is such a horrible scheme  , but considering the circumstance i cant help but completely agree  . that kid honestly does not seem like a true friend. he seems like a fucking prick, and he deserves some payback for that bitch move he pulled on you.
i just cant beleive he decided to fucking have people over. this is a good example of why shrooms(at a high dose that is) are not a party drug.
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just make sure next time you have things planned that will not change. Like others said sounds like you have assholes for friends (well some of mine are too and it makes it hard to find the right people to trip with; been thinking of going at it alone sometime to see how it goes)
I would say the 2 most important things to a good trip is setting and planning
If you have planning you can have things to do that way your mind doesn't get lost in bad emotions. But really who is to say any emotion is bad?
At least you learned what not to do. I am sure as long as you don't rush it, you have many more memorable experiences to look forward to.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: grimR]
#6280899 - 11/13/06 10:24 PM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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Nah, I wouldn't say my friends are assholes, just inexperienced. The one I was supposed to trip with is all about image, he was just trying to be cool, plus he was extremely drunk. Some of them did try and help me, but no matter what I said to them it seemed like they just didn't care.
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Re: First Trip - Bad(long) [Re: hotboxxin]
#6304565 - 11/20/06 10:33 PM (5 years, 6 months ago) |
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yes i have always felt as if the bad trip is pulling me in deeper and deeper and its not till i realize that im having a bad trip until i can take control and chill out abit
the dead's music have brought me out of a few bad trips
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