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 stew248
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#5050397 - 12/11/05 09:56 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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dxm is quite a trip. i wouldn't recommend it if you're at all depressed, cuz it will amplify it as you come down. this is because the trip is so intense, but i will get to that in a minute...
the first time i did it, i took 15 tussin pills. i took more as the night wore on, to total 55 pills. i was ok with the first dose, and felt euphoric. i felt drunk and stoned at the same time. once i took more, i began puking. dxm adds onto itself, so the more you take, even after time, it adds up. i felt HORRIBLE and swore i would never do it again. once it stopped, though, i felt amazing. my muscles felt coiled with energy, like i was superwoman. i could do anything!!
i tried it again a few nights later, and did 20 pills at once that time. an hour later found me retching my guts out, so disgusting. i swore i would never do it again!!! (again). but once the puking stopped, i had the most amazing trip. i have a friend that od'd on oxicontin a few years back. i could picture her the way her mom found her, arm sprawling over the bed, on her back. her hair was in her face. she "told" me that it was an accident, she didn't even know that she died when it happened. she said she didn't feel it. i kept trying to picture her, but couldn't make out her face. it was blurry. but the weird thing is, i could see her SOUL. ain't that a trip! i thought about different people, and could see different colors with each person. it was crazy! awesome!!
when i came down though, i felt the darker effects of the drugs that nobody talks about. i kept thinking about death, and the line between life and death. i thought i was going crazy-- i work in a busy shop, and could picture all the clientele in their caskets! it's been almost a week, and i feel a little better every day. i think what really flipped my lid was that i could see people's souls, and everyday "life" was an illusion. like, our jobs, education, monetary worth, etc. i've always believed in life after death, but this drug made me obssess like never before. i was flying, transporting, so i know that their are other planes of existence. but then, i kept thinking about the incredible sorrow i would feel when loved ones died, and i couldn't kept it together. the thought of my boyfriend, whom i love more than life itself, dying made me crumble into hysterics. and my father, who has a chronic illness, made me hysterical as well. i started to feel panick attacks coming on that i couldn't control, and i felt like i had messed with something that i wasn't meant to. i would be at work, fighting off tears, and feeling stupid. (the day after you come down, you're out of it the whole day. you feel like a moron.) i couldn't push the distrubing thoughts out of my mind. it was like a sickness, growing, and i was powerless against it. i could feel the blackness knawing at my mind- completely disturbing, but also curious as well. i hated questioning life after death, especially since i have never questioned it before. i should mention that for awhile i was really into psychics. don't think i'm crazy, some of them are right on the mark. one of them once described my grampa to a tee, jay leno chin and everything. he is my "life guide". i am very intuitive, which is why i think such a low dose brought me to my out of body experience. ordinarily, i have a strong feeling for "what other people are feeling" which deeply effects me. i can't explain it, i just have always known how others "felt." i have never felt like i did on dxm though-- the point of view of other people. like i was in their bodies. my boyfriend has experimented with dxm for years, and even he couldn't believe it.
my final thought is this: dxm is way powerful. don't mess with it if you're at all depressed, because it makes you question life and death. when you're coming down, expect to feel sadness-- your brain chemicals can't replace all the extra seritonin that was created with the dxm. i have an addictive personality-- i want to do it again! i am scared, but hopefully another trip will bring me more understanding of life after death. i'm not sure i'm ready for the coming down part, but i guess we'll see. the intoxication of the drug is undeniable. wish me luck.
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Muppet69_420
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Just a small reply quoting the comedown issue.. regardless of your mood or status mentally the comedown is never an easy or enjoyable thing for most if not everyone in some way.
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stew248
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it's me again. (i should mention that this is stew248's girlfriend, not him). i tried it again, and have never been so sick in my life. i just kept puking and puking, i couldn't even keep water down. i took one bottle of pills at once, but had been (stupidly) drinking earlier in the evening. i still had a minor buzz when i took the pills, but reasoned that it would be gone by the time the dxm kicked in. big mistake. i fell asleep, and woke up completely tripping. i think cuz i was asleep, and couldn't ease into it, it put me in freak out mode. to not be able to use your mind, and feel trapped in your body is beyond scary. i wondered if that is how insane people felt-- trapped in their bodies, unable to make them do what their minds wanted. here is something i wrote when i was at the height of the trip:
ii was drinking earlier in the night, and once it started to wear off, i thought i wasx ok to take dxm. no. definitely not. i feel sicker than i ever have before. my brain is sweating, i feel like i poisoned my body. i am shivering like crazy, but hot at the same time. i'm afriad to go to sleep, i don't want to die. the room is spinning , and i can't stop throwing up oh my god, i feel horrible, i don't ever want to do this again. i felt like this the first time i tried it, the second time i tripped hard (had an out of body experience), and now i feel horrible again.i really dh't ever want to do this again. my stomach won't stop wretchin, the room won't sto spinning, and i'm not tripping in the way you'
re supposed to. i just feel horrible. i can't wait to com e ack down. i can't wait to come back down. my boyfriend wen tto the store, and i am seized with terror. i can't stand the thought that he is away from me, i ust want him close . i want him to keep me safe. i want him to keep me warm. i have open eye visuals, but they def are not worth it at all. i'm going to pray, i think i let something bad in. my stomach feels pickled, so acidic. my puke has been wicked acidic as well. it burned as it was coming out. i can feel my stomach acid churning, and it feels really acidic. i don't htink i even want to drink alcohol again, i feel horrible. i think i'm starting to some down i am sooooo thirsty. my whole body is shaking uncontrollably. i'm shivering, cold and hot at the same time. my brain still feels like it's sweating. pins and needles. i just want to feel normal again. this is not shit to mess around with. give me some good old pot any day of the week. this stuff is not for me.i'm so dehydrated, but every time i drink water, i throw up. i can feel the toxins in my body, and it is clear that dxm is poison. i just want to feel better.
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 EternalCowabunga
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Re: dxm-- bad trip [Re: stew248]
#5068805 - 12/15/05 06:44 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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Honestly, I have never had a bad comedown on DXM and it has never made me question life, and death. I wouldn't objectify a subjective experience. Everytime I have done DXM I actually always feel really good afterwards, DXM seems to be a great stress reliever for me.
As for your new post, it sounds like a typical DXM trip with the shivering and numbness, but I think it was definitely not a wise idea to take DXM after drinking. You said yourself that DXM is powerful, but I think you probably won't make the same mistake again.
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matchbook
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Re: dxm-- bad trip [Re: stew248]
#5070027 - 12/16/05 02:35 AM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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When you say you took Tussin pills do you mean Robitussin Cough Gels, or Robitussin Cough and Cold? Because Cough and Cold is much worse for you and you are more apt to have a bad trip from it.
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Muppet69_420
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Re: dxm-- bad trip [Re: matchbook]
#5073566 - 12/16/05 09:11 PM (6 years, 5 months ago) |
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matchbook said:
When you say you took Tussin pills do you mean Robitussin Cough Gels, or Robitussin Cough and Cold? Because Cough and Cold is much worse for you and you are more apt to have a bad trip from it.
Most reports that conclude having had bad trips used a different product with some other active ingredient. I do not think DXM HBr by itself will cause a bad comedwon as much as others could. It also also alot safer; DXM by itself.
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I live to learn and learn to live.
forget w/e was here b4 it was meth gibberish.... ....thats as old as my account...
On that note fart in public and grin.
Hail Shroomery!
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RoboTard
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i've been using DXM for three years, but it was always the syrup and i've had some really kickin trips, only two really bad ones though. i OD and nearly died this past December and they put me in detox.i just tried some CCC pill and learned that it's going to take a hell of a lot to get me where i want to be at. i should have stuck with the syrup, just in smaller doses i guess. but it's cool to meet some other skitters and trippers.
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Re: dxm-- bad trip [Re: stew248]
#5175635 - 01/13/06 05:39 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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mmmmm
maby you shouldnt take it if it does that to you.
drugs are ment to be enjoyable and theirs loads of other holuconagens you can take that dont make you feel like your dieing!!!!
stick to mushrooms, their natural, none of this man made chemical shit.
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