Welcome to the Shroomery Message Board! You are experiencing a small sample of what the site has to offer. Please login or register to post messages and view our exclusive members-only content. You'll gain access to additional forums, file attachments, board customizations, encrypted private messages, and much more!
|
 what
Stranger
Registered: 11/09/05
Posts: 18
Last seen: 5 years, 11 months
|
 1.5g dried amazonians TRIP REPORT 
#4914642 - 11/09/05 08:10 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
|
|
At 10pm on the 17th july me and my girlfriend both had approx. 1.5g of
dried amazonian's. The last time we tripped my girlfriend couldn't stop
laughing and this in turn made my trip amazing. This time she wasn't
laughing as much. The come up was normal, with a little anxiousness but
we were coping with it. Then all of a sudden I got an intense feeling of
panic, like someone had whipped the floor out from underneath me.
Seconds later I found my feet again but was still in shock at the panic that
had just overcome me. I realized that the panic was related to the feeling
of being lost and losing control, and that these were feelings i've had
since childhood. I was aware that I was causing these feelings but
couldn't escape the loop.
Because we had such a good trip a few weeks ago we were trying to
recreate this, but when it was not working I began to panic about what we
would do instead. I kept thinking about what was happening to me, and
trying to compare it to how i normally feel. This i suppose was me trying
to not let go of my normal reality.
I realized that I have two very separate personalities; a very shy, insecure
side and a comedian side which is very confident and strong. I realized
that I developed the comedian side to compensate for the shy side. When
I understood this I slowly switched on the comedian side and became
confident and euphoric. Which was GOOD! phew, i thought.
It was really enjoyable for about 20 mins, with me pacing up and down,
performing a comedy routine for my girlfriend. I was getting hot so I took
my t-shirt off. I felt amazing, so strong and perceptive. I was
remembering things from my past that I had completely forgotten and
could smell lovely homely smells from my past. Then I coughed into my
hand and as it was dark I couldn't see exactly what it was, but from the
texture and taste in my mouth I knew it was only one thing. Blood. Thick
dark red blood clots. My girlfriend was talking and her voice was getting
more andmore distant. I stumbled to the bathroom sink, shouting her
name.
I thought I was going to vomit blood into the sink.
I turned the light on and looked at my hand and it was phlegm. I spat into
the sink and there was no blood. My girlfriend was saying 'we are never
doing this again, it's not worth it' and I agreed. She took me back into the
living room and I sat down on the sofa. I felt like my insides were filling
with blood and I could taste blood in my mouth again, and over the space
of about 10 seconds I went from being hot to dripping all over with
sweat. I've never seen anything like it. My girlfriend rushed me to the
front door and we stood by the open door until I cooled down. Then I felt
fine and we went back into the living room. This happened about 3 more
times. Every time I sat down I started to taste blood and then I got
excessively hot. I couldn't get the thought out of my head that I was
bleeding internally. I lied down on the sofa and my girlfriend kept
reassuring me that nothing was wrong with my body, But it was SO hard
to accept, when I felt hot, faint, pale, and could taste blood [blood taste
remarkably like phlegm]. This was all obviously psychosomatic, but the
two when you're tripping.
When my body was f*cked I felt fine psychologically, but for some reason
as soon as I stopped thinking my body was bleeding my mind went
totally. I felt like I had gone insane. I couldn't remember anything and I
felt like I had no remains of my old personality. I have a friend who has
gone mad, and this was on my mind at this point. To try and bring me
back we walked around the flat trying to do 'normal' things, like turning
lights on and cleaning up. At this point we had convinced ourselves that
we were no longer tripping. We talked about the mushrooms, but it was
like the mushrooms were a third person and was in the room with us.
Trying to do things which I normally do I picked up my guitar and started
playing, and then it was like a door had been opened and I looked at my
arm and my hand was HUGE!. All of a sudden it was like we both came
round from a trance, and I said 'f*ck, we are tripping our tits off!' And at
that point I was back, I can't explain the feeling of relief!
We decided to watch 'Harold and Kumar get the muchies' and settled
down to watch that. That was amazing, being IN the film, with crystal
clear sound all around you. We came down with the film and then
watched the sun rise and felt an amazing spiritual purity and freshness,
like being born again.
Now a couple of questions:
I've always had the feeling that i've got a dodgy heart, and some website
say you shouldn't take mushrooms if you have heart problems. Why?
How the hell did i make myself sweat so much. It was literally dripping off
me. was something happening to my body, or was it just panic in my
head that was making my body react that way?
I never seem to be able to piss when I'm tripping. only when i come down.
i just don't get the piss sensation, but I drink loads of water and then get
bloated.
i've had panic attacks on shrooms sometimes that i can't control my
normal bodily reflexes, like breathing or swallowing. any advice on how to
stop this?
i've heard about people on level 5 trips loosing total visual contact with
reality. how can they let go of their body and trust if to keep working.
sometimes when i trip i get weird ears like I'm on an airplane, and their is
a definite physical feeling. I have problems with my throat and ears
normally, but I don't understand what the shrooms are doing to make this
happen. is it just a rise in blood pressure or something, cause i get scared
that it's fu*king my body up.
sorry for this being so long, well done if you've managed to get through it
all.
|
Emart
Stranger
Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 3
Last seen: 7 years, 6 months
|
Re: 1.5g dried amazonians TRIP REPORT [Re: what]
#4921762 - 11/11/05 12:38 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
|
|
if you have a heart condition it is extremely dangerous to take any psychoactive, especially one as intense as psilocybin. remember bro theres no good or bad trip you trip the way you should. mayb a sign? and breathing and swallowing difficulties are a common side effect of shrooms that i get constantly almost as if breathing and swallowing meld into the way you think.
|
what
Stranger
Registered: 11/09/05
Posts: 18
Last seen: 5 years, 11 months
|
Re: 1.5g dried amazonians TRIP REPORT [Re: Emart]
#4928731 - 11/13/05 02:21 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
|
|
why is it so dangerous? apart from being able to make you irrationally scared.
phew, i though the swallowing and breathing thing was just me. i just feel like i've taken control of my normal bodily reflexes, and can control them.
|
BabyGrasshopper
Stranger
Registered: 11/04/05
Posts: 11
Last seen: 7 years, 5 months
|
Re: 1.5g dried amazonians TRIP REPORT [Re: what]
#4938064 - 11/15/05 06:49 PM (7 years, 6 months ago) |
|
|
I tripped for the first time a few weeks ago. (Read my first post.) I had a really hard time peeing. I wanted to so badly, but I was having a hard time between reality and what was in my imagination. I was scared that when I finally "let go" of my bladder, that I'd wake up and realize I'd wet my pants. I didn't pee the whole trip. But when I finally did, it truly felt like the best pee in the world. :-P
I think I have a slight heart murmur. I've never been diagnosed, but now and then (about once a month), my heart will suddenly beat doubly fast for about 5 seconds and then go back to normal. It literally feels like my heart is tripping over itself. Weird.
| |
|
|
You cannot start new topics / You cannot reply to topics
HTML is disabled / BBCode is enabled
Moderator: psilocybinjunkie, Wiccan_Seeker, naum
917 topic views. 2 members, 8 guests and 0 web crawlers are browsing this forum.
[ Toggle Favorite | Print Topic ]
| | |
|
|
|
Images only 
Threaded
Previous
Index
Next
Edit 
Reply 
