This starts of about 2 weeks ago when i bought a grow kit for Meican cubenis,i wasn't sure wether they'd grow or not and if they did,would they work?The only shrooms id taken before these were Liberty Caps(which i were told were more potent?)and i took all different kinds of amounts of these,anything from just 30 or 50 for a 'laughing,happy,sunshine trip'..Right up to crazy amounts of between 200-350 of REALLY big mutha's that totally brain mashed me,but il write about those trips another time,right now i wanna talk about the trip last night and the one 3 days before on Mexican cubenis.
The one a few days ago was an excellent experience,id picked the mushrooms fresh from the kit and wasn't sure how many to take because all the amounts id seen before were for dried shrooms..anyway 15-30grams was suggested so i just guessed lol.
It was around 5pm,i took a valium to calm any 'openung night nerves' and kept swigging from a bottle of alchopops while munching on a few shrooms,they were fresh and tasted ok so it wasn't hard work,i took what i considered to be around 15grams and sat back.
Half an hour later i wasn't really feeling anything so i spent the next hour just sat on my computer,talking to a few people,eating more shrooms and drinking a bit more biccardi brezzer,eventually around 7.30 i felt the 1st signs of an experience,the keyboard suddenly felt a little weird and made me laugh,this was OK..
I rembered what someone had said about these kind of shrooms,not as potent as Libs and more of an inward trip,less outward visuals,so i put on my favourite tune of the moment and sat back and relaxed with my eyes closed and smoked a cigarette.The tune sounded even better than i remembered it and so i just kept playing it lol,over and over while the shrooms kept getting stronger and stronger..
Oh yeah,i could definately handle these shrooms,no paranoia,no nervousnes of what to expect,not anxious,just happy with waves of music hitting me so i could FEEL the sounds,coulours were dancing around behind my eyes with rainbow effects shooting out from the speakers,the rush i was getting was incredible,then i did somthing i hadn't done since my teenage years,i was up and dancing round the room and singing out loud.'Raise your finger in one last salute,we'll bleed this skyline dry' went the lryics,and i did,i was raising my hands and swaying with the music,i was having a great time,this was more like really good Extc Tab than shrooms but time to change the music i thought and see if get any more effects.
I put the computer on random play and the first song it picked was somthing i hadn't heard in years,Clannad,very dreamy,celtic music(sort of the same as the music in the LOTR films)the mushrooms liked this tune lol and repaid me with the most intense wave of Euphoria ive ever had,the music just took over my whole body and it felt like i was taking off into space,a tuelly wonderfull feeling,one i'l never forget.
The lights were dimmed and i sat there for a while longer just lost in the different music and my own private video show in my head,each tune had its own vdeo that fit perfectly with the song and my body seemed to be buzzing with exhilerhation,i couldn't sit here all night i decided,i needed a good walk into nature as i always do when im tripping but i wanted to take the music with me lol..But i couldnt so i stood up slowly and turned on lights.
Amazingly,once i'd done this everything seemed to return to normal,but only for a few seconds then WHOOSHH,another wave hit me with the onset of a new tune..I tried to light a cigarette but it was way to long lol and i got lost in the rainbow effects of the flame,i managed to light it eventually and i seemed to taste the colours from the lighter mixing in my mouth.
I somehow got downstairs,put my jacket and hat on while laughing all the time and managed to pull myself together enough to open he door,SHIT,i saw a neighbour,he said'How do',remarkablly i managed to say hello back without too much laughter and stumble to my friends house knocking on the door while uncontrolable laughter overtook me.I was shouting his name when he opened the door and i litterally fell inside having fits of laughter,
'what the fuck's up with you' he said looking at me like i was some kind of alien,
'ive took some of thise shrooms' i replied..
'Bollocks,have they worked' have they worked i thought,more laughter,'Jesus man,IM FUCKED'..
He didnt seem to beleive me for a while but my laughter and jumping about telling him to dim the lights and put some music was infectious and he began to laugh along with me,even though he'd had nothing lol.
I sat there for a bit taking in my new surroundings while he started telling me storys which wern't funny but for some reason had me in complete stiches,one in particular about the neighbours next to him and we had to be 'quiet'lol because they were related to 'Cockney Dave'who he went on to tell me had murdered someone in a house just round the corner,for some reason this just cracked me right up,anyone who's British might remember a crap song duo called 'Chas and Dave'and i couldnt get them out of my mind.
He eventually gave up trying to be serious and admitted whoever told him that story might have been bullshitting him,man,i couldt stop laughing..I made him put his coat on and come for a walk,by this time it was around 11pm,not many people around and everthing outside was purple,it was very weird but great.We ended up walking down a dirt path,pitch black over to where there were some ponds,the fact that we were both tramping about in the middle of no-where in the freezing cold and pissing down rain at nearly midnight made me laugh all the harder,particularly when i said to him,'And you've not even had anything you daft twat'..
which he found quite funny as well.I was still tripping my bollocks off,in the dark,trees around us,seeing things,colours everywhere etc,it was very cool but i could tell the shrooms were wearing off now and the more muddy we became and wet with the rain the more sober i became,'time to go home',it was a majority decision and we made it home ok,colours were still wild etc but i was on come down now...But what a great night,these shrooms kick ass i thought,a really nice happy trip..
That was until the next time though,totally different.I waited 2 nights and then took the shrooms again(last night and i STILL feel like im tripping),this time i ate them all at once and probably took a few more as well,washed down with cranberry juice and i even took a MAOI,in retrospect i just didnt know what i was letting myself in for..a Level4 almost a 5.This time they kicked in within 45mins,started off a nice happy trip like before,good music etc but the level with which they sprang on me was fucking amazing man and they just kept getting stronger and stronger,i was losing complete control of my whole body man
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.My left arm was my right arm i couldnt walk,i thought i couldn't breathe,i was going hurl(puke)but when i nearly did i thought i was going to throw up blood
or somthing,it hurt to much.On Monday i took the shrooms and had one GREAT trip,very inward,no flip out,beutifull feelings with my fav music washing over me in waves of pleasure,flick to last night,took maybe a few more shrooms,but ate then a lot quicker in one go-whereas the other night i was picking at them cos i didnt want to have to many.Ok,so i was expecting an enhanced trip,they kicked in a lot quicker than before,within an hour,but i guess i wasn't prepared for the intensity of what was to come.
Surfice to say I WAS enjoying it,music,LOADS OFF INTENSE VISUALS
..I was meant to be tripping with a friend(i dont mind tripping on my own,but i do like to go for walk into nature while tripping,and i AINT doing that alone lol,so i'l take a mate wether he's tripping or not)anyway,this friend had been at Bar all day,i told it wouldnt mix good but he ate enough shrooms to DEFINATELY get somthing from it,but id allready had mine and they'd kicked in,so i left him with another'Freind',while i went back to listen to music and trip out etc..so far so good..They kept hitting me stronger and stronger(LOT stronger than previously)but it was good and i was enjoying it,it was tettering on a level 3-4 at this point and then the PISSER happened,the thing that i think fucked me up.
My friend who'd eaten the shrooms suddenly came round asking for a cigarette,i was smashed at this point,in a GOOD way and was expecting him to say he was feeling them too,he said he wasn't but then i found out why and this,i beleive was the reason my trip went BAD
.he suddenly starts telling me whats just happened at his house in graphic detail(or so it seemed).The other guy who'd been with him had stolen from him,money he'd left lying around but he denied it,the started arguing until it got VERY heated and my friend who'd been stolen from threatened to wrap a crow bar arround the other guys head
Now bear in mind that when he was explaining this to me he was VERY aggitated
,getting angry again
and re-lived every second of what had just happened.It didnt seem to have to much effect on me at the time,i was just laughing and calling the other guy a 'thieving bastard',but when i looked at my friends face it seemed to be blue lol
and i thought there were tears in his eyes cos he was so worked up,i told him to calm down,i was smashed(still laughing)but he said he was calm and at this point said he'd better go back home cos he hadn't locked the door,i said id give him a knock later.
I then came back to my room,put the music back on and my'trippin'program on my computer(very cool) and tried to get back into the frame of mind i had been before he came,i was still laughing at the situation he'd explained,i found it kind of funny but looking back now i think this was the point that'changed the whole trip'.He sort of'contaminated'the good vibes i had going,changed the whole atmosphere,inside the house AND outside,i may not have been aware of this yet on a conscious level,i think it sank in subconciouslly to my mind though(and shrooms work from your subconcious?)and my conscious mind was slowly grasping what had happened,his aggressive actions,his words,the way i saw him all'worked up' and'losing control',it may sound stupid and a bit mystical but i think he 'brought' those 'bad vibes' and aggressive intentions with him(knowingly or not)and the shrooms didnt like this way of acting,thinking,one sngle bit.. sending my body and mind onto a 'Bad Trip',though not the worst ive ever had
lol,physically it was the worst,a lot of pain when i tried to walk,pains in my neck,wanted to puke but affraid to,trouble breathing etc,but metally it wasn't the worst..not yet anyway
..I can laugh now,but last night i truely thought i might die(never in all my trips,and there've been a lot,have i EVER thought that?)I should also add,that after my friend had left,the shrooms just kept on fucking intensefying
to about twice the level before he came..I tried to go out but EVERYTHING was TOO crazy man,i couldnt stop laughing,i knocked for my friend for some support,FUCK,he wasn't in..I could see somthing under my car and i was convinced it was a hamster crawling really slowly???I managed to make it back into my house,had great trouble putting the key in the door,took what seemed AGES,i was seeing in 4d,like when you wear those stupid 3d specs,one green lens,one red lens lol..
AND THE SHROOMS JUST KEPT INTENSEIFYING,ive tripped hard before but never this fucking hard.There were about 4 door all mingling with one another,the stairs kinda sank under me as i tried to get up stairs like in the movie a nightmare on elm street,christ was i FUCKED.I just about managed to make it upstairs and crash on the settee,the visuals were outa control man,even the music that was playing seemed fucked up,it was trippy dance track but i wasn;t sure if it was actually playing right or if it was stuck,it just kept echoing and swirling around my head.My left leg started to ache with a pain ive not known before and a pain in my neck as well,i'd never experienced pain while on shrooms,i got up to go the bathroom but my leg was really hurting i managed to sit down and try and take a shit but no way would it come.Then,i caught sight of myself in the mirror,the reflection staring back at me was like the door down stairs,there were about 5 of me all out of focus,my pupils totally filled my eyes like ink spills and they seemed to be moving and morphing,my hair seemed to be moving on my head as well,as a reflex action i kept stroking my hair but it felt like it kept sticking up,this was TOO weird and it JUST KEPT GETTING STRONGER.
I made it back to the settee and felt like i going to loose consciousness,black spots kept appearing everywhere and what was freaking me out the most was that it had been 4 hrs since i'd started tripping and they were just getting stronger,shrroms should be wearing off by i kept thinking...
I somehow managed to crawl to the compueter and looked at this site,i was looking for somthing to take to flush my system out,just stop this trip i wanna get off lol..I saw a posting by a parent who said shrooms had killed his son and gone on to write FUCK SHROOMS,FUCK SHROOMS all the way down the page..this fucked me up,then i read about another guy dying while on shrooms,pissing and shitting in his pants before dropping into a coma..ooohhh,and heres me feeling like im going to lose consciousness,couldnt breath proper etc...I was freakin,i admitit,thats when i wrote the help message on the board,i could hardley type,it took 15mins to write 8 words or somthing..
I just kept thinking if i sit down and relax proper im going to pass out and may not wake up AND ive NEVER felt like that before.Anyway,i read a couple of posts and it seemed to calm me down,i made a deision to get out of the house and go to my mums(big baby lol)just hoping i could hold it together when i saw her,i drove the car and nearly crashed it 3 times,it had a mind of its own,i hit you not.When i parked up i was in total confusion i didnt know what i was doing or anything,i just managed to get it together,stumble into my ma's,told her id smoked some weed,which she bought and i just crashed out on the settee mind racing all over the place.I dont rememeber falling asleep but i must have and had mad dreams all night,its now 24 hrd since i took the shrooms,lithium,cranberry juice and i sear im still tripping a bit...
The funny,scrub that,the sad thing is,im bored right now and i wanna do some more...I probably would as well if i didnt feel so rough but i want to know how to counteract a trip first and flush the system?Does anyone know?Is it possible?If anyone's thinkin of taking a lot of shrooms AND a maoi with cranberry or lemon and lime do what i didnt do first...RESEARCH..Just read up about it so you know what the fuck to expect and if you wanna reacha level 5,PLEASE,make sure you've gone through level1,2,3, and 4 before,several times before you even THINK about it..Take care and HAPPY tripping.
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