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HorseEater
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1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect
#17961183 - 03/15/13 04:01 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hello you all. Thanks for spreading good knowledge.
I took 28gr fresh 4 days ago.
I'm a synesthetic person(I usually see words coloured), with good imagination, creativity and spacial visualization capability. So I was spectating strong, perhaps overwhelming visuals.
It was not the case.
I have been preparing for my 1st trip abstaining even from alcohol for 40 days. I haven't had even analgesics for many months. I was fully wanting the "clean" experience.
The experience was joy, bliss, mood enhancing for many hours(and even days after). I was alone, and I could not stop laughing rolling in the ground, feeling free. I read poetry, and I really felt it. Really. A lot of physical pleasure. My clothes rubbing my skin, the warm of earth under my back. Eating rice with my hands. Wonderful. Cats looking at my friendly. Delicious silence-wind trough trees... It must be illegal to feel so good... ohh wait...
The fact is I found other trip reports are extremely centered around visuals etc... nobody telling about a lot of the incredibly rich sensual experience almost wrapping you all. I just surrendered to it without blinking, perhaps others are blocked about the myriad of voluptuous feelings that invade the body. I become interest in meditation lately, but I didn't made any effort in meditation while tripping.
In a more "medical" tone: - Dilated pupils. - No sex drive - Slight "down mood" at about 10 hours. Baseline at 11 hours. - Enhanced mood extending 2-3 days after. I think the substance can trigger some paranoid thoughts that are INTEGRAL to the experience, lets say, will be hard to feel good surrounded by a lot of people, but this is unavoidable, is the effect the alkaloid has on some parts of the brain, and overcoming it is part of the experience. But it was in fact, a lot more subtle than I expected, so it's fine.
I felt it was somewhat similar to strong SSRI effects tha I was put on at some moments in my life. At some point I left meds because I chose the secondary effects are not worth being perhaps just a more active member of society.
For the time going on, I think mycology is going to be a part of my life forever.
Thanks for reading, I somewhat feel a litle alone now, your comments will be welcomed.
Have a good day.
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Dawks
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: HorseEater]
#17961210 - 03/15/13 04:09 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Human beings are very visual creatures. The largest areas of somatic processes in your brain is actually dedicated to vision. I think vision is also the easiest of the five senses to describe when describing a trip to someone.
Plus whenever you tell a psychedelic naive person that "I use acid" the first thing they ask is "what do you see" not "how does it make you feel"
At low doses mushrooms are glorious, somatic fun but not very visual for me either. I guarantee at higher doses you'll get some splendid mind blowing visuals, but even so, they'll only be a small part of the experience.
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: Dawks]
#17961243 - 03/15/13 04:20 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Dawks said: at higher doses you'll get some splendid mind blowing visuals, but even so, they'll only be a small part of the experience.
if that sounds intense, just wait til your body melts into that phase and you feel like you've been living that way your whole life!
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: HorseEater]
#17961248 - 03/15/13 04:22 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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also i feel like i should say...my sex drive goes UP on shrooms. i never feel hornier and more turned on than when i eat around 1-2grams of shrooms. I almost ejaculated without even touching myself just by imagining the right sensations
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HarryL
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Sounds like what I would expect for a small dose trip
Bump up the dose to 3.5 gm
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HorseEater
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: Dawks]
#17961280 - 03/15/13 04:31 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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For me the trip made me feel that I never feel so good in my whole life. So it's basically a POSITIVE EXPERIENCE.
Perhaps I took the weakest parts(stems) of the shrooms and I have a healthy 230 pounds body. So 28gr fresh was perhaps too mild according to trip reports read here.
I want to go farther, but for the moment the experience was wonderful. I plan on doing it next week, 3gr dried. Then I will wait more time to pursue higer dose seeking visuals.
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purelycontradictin
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: HarryL]
#17961309 - 03/15/13 04:36 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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im done with high dose trips...probably forever, nothing more to benefit. I'd like to start to enjoy reality more with occasional mild dosing. I feel like too many high doses and im going to be spoiled of existence or i'd end up loony toons.
enjoy your tripping op. Don't expect it to be more enjoyable as the last trip, and try to do something different you didn't do last time.
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Dawks
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: HorseEater]
#17961374 - 03/15/13 04:52 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: HorseEater]
#17961434 - 03/15/13 05:11 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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HorseEater said: Hello you all. Thanks for spreading good knowledge.
I took 28gr fresh 4 days ago.
I'm a synesthetic person(I usually see words coloured), with good imagination, creativity and spacial visualization capability. So I was spectating strong, perhaps overwhelming visuals.
It was not the case.
I have been preparing for my 1st trip abstaining even from alcohol for 40 days. I haven't had even analgesics for many months. I was fully wanting the "clean" experience.
The experience was joy, bliss, mood enhancing for many hours(and even days after). I was alone, and I could not stop laughing rolling in the ground, feeling free. I read poetry, and I really felt it. Really. A lot of physical pleasure. My clothes rubbing my skin, the warm of earth under my back. Eating rice with my hands. Wonderful. Cats looking at my friendly. Delicious silence-wind trough trees... It must be illegal to feel so good... ohh wait...
The fact is I found other trip reports are extremely centered around visuals etc... nobody telling about a lot of the incredibly rich sensual experience almost wrapping you all. I just surrendered to it without blinking, perhaps others are blocked about the myriad of voluptuous feelings that invade the body. I become interest in meditation lately, but I didn't made any effort in meditation while tripping.
In a more "medical" tone: - Dilated pupils. - No sex drive - Slight "down mood" at about 10 hours. Baseline at 11 hours. - Enhanced mood extending 2-3 days after. I think the substance can trigger some paranoid thoughts that are INTEGRAL to the experience, lets say, will be hard to feel good surrounded by a lot of people, but this is unavoidable, is the effect the alkaloid has on some parts of the brain, and overcoming it is part of the experience. But it was in fact, a lot more subtle than I expected, so it's fine.
I felt it was somewhat similar to strong SSRI effects tha I was put on at some moments in my life. At some point I left meds because I chose the secondary effects are not worth being perhaps just a more active member of society.
For the time going on, I think mycology is going to be a part of my life forever.
Thanks for reading, I somewhat feel a litle alone now, your comments will be welcomed.
Have a good day.
i really enjoyed reading this.
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: Legend]
#17962062 - 03/15/13 07:43 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hey, also I noticed this aspect : when I hear someone else describing his trip, they always focus on "colour much intense" ore something about this, while I ...I don't know how to tell, like an other dimension where I stay.
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purelycontradictin
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Re: 1st trip, extremely SSRI alike effect [Re: Nevadomatto]
#17962195 - 03/15/13 08:20 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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go to sleep bro. your wordings aaaall fucked up
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