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 SurReality
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there's not suicide pills available on the black market dood, people just take more pills than they are supposed to as far as that goes usually there own prescription sleeping pills or some shit like that.
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Brohaamm
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SurReality said:
there's not suicide pills available on the black market dood, people just take more pills than they are supposed to as far as that goes usually there own prescription sleeping pills or some shit like that.
Don't know if srs.
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SurReality
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what the hell does srs mean?
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 menelaus
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Anonymous said:
i'm not taking any ssri's. They hurt me mentally as a child.
I guess i'm feeling better. Haven't thought seriously about it for a few days.
I think i will always suffer from depression, but i hope i can survive it, and have some good experiences in this life anyway.
Hope youre doing well man. I understand a little bit of that version of darkness. When you have good days though I would suggest you use whatever motivation or optimism you have to research various forms of therapy and healthy living.
Some individuals have had success with depression by treating it as a biochemical problem. Stop eating any wheat or gluten containing products or try stopping all dairy intake. Maybe Lithium Orotate would help or maybe you are mercury toxic from amalgam tooth fillings.
On the mental side of things you can try different therapy methods other than the conventional clinical stuff. Maybe EFT or the Sedona method could provide some help. A memeber of the shroomery recently introduced me to Internal Family Systems which is more clinical healing system. I haven't had much time to look it over yet but I definitely see potential there.
Just try to imagine for a second that you could actually never be depressed again. Imagine that you could be walking along one day and somebody mentions how depressed they are and you realize you haven't felt that way in forever. You actually forgot you were ever depressed. It's possible.
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dels
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hello,
i wonder how you are. i stumbled upon this page and feel the pull to just disappear. did you ever feel better???
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SurReality
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 Re: suicide  [Re: dels]
#15617542 - 01/04/12 08:26 PM (4 months, 19 days ago) |
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maybe you should move. i know that feeling
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UltraPorn
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My mom committed suicide about a year ago. You never know who or what might make you happier than ever before. I believe that she was ultimately brought down by a psycho-societal issue that derived from many places.
1. She was always worried about money.
2. She worried about things that she did in the past that weren't really that bad.
3. She worried about the people in her life that weren't there any more. (dead family members)
4. Her diet was always terrible; Lots of Diet Coke, flouridated water and numerous mainstream medications. Eat more fruit!
5. She beleived that all the reality in this world that she could see, was all that was there to be obtained.
It brings me joy to think this may affect change on you because my Mom's suicide changed my whole reality. It made me realize how much a human needs other people. We need the positive energy from people who really love us. If anyone reading this ever finds any signs from a loved one of suicide, please just give them attention and positive reassurance.
I used to view suicide as an option. This has turned my reality upside down and shaken me in a fantastic way.
Blessings.
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Shineonu
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There are loads of suicide threads on here....
The only thing you need to know about suicide is
ITS NEVER THE ANSWER!!!!!!!!!
(unless you are doing a pub quiz and the question is how did Kurt Cobain Die?)
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ganjasmuggler
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Sounds like you're in the same situation as me brother. One of my good friends just committed suicide on new years while I was out partying, his funeral is tomorrow. I know exactly how you feel about wanting to kill yourself but I also know the pain to have someone close to you commit suicide. Trust me no matter how bad you feel do you really want to make everyone around you miserable too?
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cuongtbh
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man, just because you get depressed and maybe you have been told that you will never get better, let me tell you that is all bullshit. now i personally think that everyone is different and everyones own solution is different so you've gotta find you're own path man. but what i can tell you, being a survivor of the suicides of my own mother a week after my 18th birthday, my grandfather, 2 aunts, 4 uncles, and 2 cousins and one really good friend, its just not the way man there is hope, always. i used to get depressed all the time, time and time again it comes back around a little bit but one of the things you have to ultimately realize is.... its human to feel sad. it doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you. i am not at all saying that anti-depressants don't work or that i am against them, that just wasn't my path and maybe it isn't yours either, especially if you don't trust shrinks (like me). I honestly cant say any specific way that i dealt with my depression or my suicidal thoughts but one thing that always did help me was whenever i started feeling that extreme about things, i would change all my surroundings. I would hang out with different friends, changed my job a couple times, even took multiple pay cuts, sometimes i would re-arrange all the stuff in my house (furniture an whatnot), i moved twice, changed my clothing style a couple times, i even found myself a girl, i took all those thoughts of not giving a fuck about my life and turned it into pure sometimes overly ballsy confidence, because i didn't care. At first it just made me feel better to make people laugh with my antics, then i learned that it was funnier and better for me to make myself laugh first, Ive sworn by that and over-confidence ever since. I just had to keep at that shit until i found everything that i liked and next to nothing left in my life that i didn't like or something i was just doing (or being) because of what someone else thought or did, it was very hard at first to leave it all behind just to please myself, but necessary. Ever since that 2 year period when all those deaths in my family happened i have never looked back with anything but a fond memory of the loved ones that i love and miss so goddamn much. I just wish they all could have known how much they were all loved and valued not just by their family, but by their community and their other loved ones before it was too late. I don't know man, all I'm really trying to say is you've gotta find you're own path and THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS SEEM TO GET.
i hope you understand what i am trying to say here, this being an extremely emotional topic for me, it was very hard for me to express my feelings on the subject into words. hopefully i got my feelings (at least somewhat) across and i hope this was able to at least help someone out a little bit. i just felt like it was fate that i would randomly come across this specific thread while i was thinking about my mother, so i thought i owed it to myself and the shroomery to at least give my opinion and experience whether or not it actually means anything to anyone but me. i will be keeping my eye on this thread. this one really means allot to me. i also want to say that it also means allot to me that we can do this here like this, the shroomery is one hell of a community, lots of good people here, and i am damn proud to be a part of it. thanks shroomery and all shroomerites. 
Amen! 
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SurReality
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haha that post was 4 years ago
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ganjasmuggler
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Everybody wants to commit suicide nowadays. I just had my friends funeral cause he committed suicide, two of my friends want to commit suicide, and so do I.
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Viveka
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And trade life, with its potential for all sorts of different experiences, for nothing? Oblivion? Why?
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zzripz
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ganjasmuggler said:
Everybody wants to commit suicide nowadays. I just had my friends funeral cause he committed suicide, two of my friends want to commit suicide, and so do I.
Do you know why the did it? And what is your reasons?
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xFrockx
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Re: suicide [Re: zzripz]
#15633617 - 01/08/12 04:34 AM (4 months, 16 days ago) |
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A main reason I wouldn't probably commit suicide in non-pain related situations is the chance that, after dying, we are born again as the same person and live the exact same life. So in other words, ending one's life due to depression would not be an escape of that life, in fact, quite the opposite, ending that life would permanently and eternally imprison one in it. But of course, even if things do not repeat, ending life on a low note accomplishes roughly the same thing.
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