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Anonymous #1
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 Here is a funny thought. 
#13614496 - 12/10/10 09:57 PM (2 years, 5 months ago) |
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I am going to leave this planet soon.
My plan is to shoot up enough heroine so that I can't even have the option of coming back.
I can't really tell my loved ones but that is what makes my plan workable.
I don't do heroine.
I don't really do any droogs anymore.
I refuse to seek help from big pharma, so that they can quiet me down to a stumbling, drooling, nothing.
It's going to take a month or three for me to find a connect for what I want to do but troll me and see if I don't prove you wrong.
I've given this a lot of thought and I'm not some child who is seeking attention.
I learned today that the thing that I will miss most is music.
If I end up in a place where I can't hear songs, then I will have really fucked myself.
But the thing is that I just don't want to play this game anymore.
I don't want to die but I don't want to keep living this life either.
The good part about this post is that all you trolls who think I'm bullshitting will have a few months to troll
Get yourself some while you're down here.
There isn't a one of you that could make my life any different.
No matter how hard you tried.
I just can't take it anymore.
So fuck you trolls.
You don't know how bad my heart hurts.
I've got three months to find heroine and learn how to cook it up and shoot it up.
I've been waiting for my grandma to die so that she wouldn't have to deal with it but she's got 3 month's I guess.
I Love this website. It's been my only friend for a long time.
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Anonymous #2
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why post anonymously knowing that you're going to get trolled?
also, heroin is not going to help anything. it's going to make shit a lot worse for you.
And you don't want to OD on an opiate.
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Anonymous #3
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Death by heroin sounds better than it is... think you really want to feel your heart stop slowly? If you are dead set on suicide, you should really think about it better.
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Anonymous #4
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Dude I really dont understand. Why not do something drastic with your life that would make you go boom or bust? Use this opportunity of not giving a fuck if you're even alive to do something amazing and incredible. my two cents
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Anonymous #2
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this might sound weird, but you should get a notepad and draw/write whatever the hell comes to your mind
doesnt have to have any meaning, doesn't have to have a structured plot, and it doesn't need to be very good (by your standards)
just write. and when you're done writing, write some more. write some psychotic shit or a soothing poem - it matters not.
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Anonymous #5
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If you're going to kill your body that's your problem. All you suicidal people need to stop posting about it on the Shroomery. No one wants the hear about someone who obviously refuses any help. The Admins should start deleting all threads like this.
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Anonymous #1
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I have tried to do good with my life and it doesn't make a difference.
I have held out for so long now that I'm tired.
I didn't start this thread to make you worry.
I am done.
That's the beauty of this thread. I've got time on my side.
I just want someone to know what is being lost.
I am so tired of being fucked with.
I just want to go to a better place.
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Anonymous #1
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Anonymous #5 said:
If you're going to kill your body that's your problem. All you suicidal people need to stop posting about it on the Shroomery. No one wants the hear about someone who obviously refuses any help. The Admins should start deleting all threads like this.
This guy is right.
What a bunch of loosers.
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Anonymous #4
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"ignorance is the root of all suffering"
-buddha
that is the most true thing that a person has ever said in my opinion. you want to kill yourself because you think thats the only option. but it isnt.
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Anonymous #6
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Anonymous #1 said:
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Anonymous #5 said:
If you're going to kill your body that's your problem. All you suicidal people need to stop posting about it on the Shroomery. No one wants the hear about someone who obviously refuses any help. The Admins should start deleting all threads like this.
This guy is right.
What a bunch of loosers.
it losers...not loosers....kill your self for not knowing how to spell idiot fag fuck face
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Anonymous #7
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Anonymous #1 said:
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Anonymous #5 said:
If you're going to kill your body that's your problem. All you suicidal people need to stop posting about it on the Shroomery. No one wants the hear about someone who obviously refuses any help. The Admins should start deleting all threads like this.
This guy is right.
What a bunch of loosers.
yeah. i mean i don't know if they're losers exactly... but i don't know if they're really all that suicidal either. let us know how it goes.
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Anonymous #8
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Look, I got nothing against people killing themselves. I think more people really should do it. But the people who actually want to kill themselves are almost never the ones that should.
If you're under 21, keep living. Maybe live on your own, away from the people you know now. Nothing will become more clear, and you're pretty arrogant if you think the universe is less enigmatic in your lifetime. But you still have the opportunity to do/think something good and meaningful as long as you can breath.
The first time I thought about really killing myself was when I was 4 years old. Being suicidal is something I think needs to be cultivated as much as possible, because it's thinking about yourself and everything. I noticed that for me, it required a certain brand of calm and reflection. It's the people who don't think: that either don't do it, or just get it over with; Those are the only people who are "stuck" or suffering
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And this isn't me trying to convert you. It's nothing less/more than what I've learned from suicide.
Edited by Anonymous (12/10/10 10:43 PM)
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Anonymous #2
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Quote:
Anonymous #5 said:
If you're going to kill your body that's your problem. All you suicidal people need to stop posting about it on the Shroomery. No one wants the hear about someone who obviously refuses any help. The Admins should start deleting all threads like this.
the suicidal people who lets everyone know he/she is suicidal is obviously crying out for help.
i've had thoughts of suicide before and have not told a soul about it. i dont currently have thoughts of suicide but when i do i keep my fucking mouth shut, because whether i live or die is nobody's damn business, plus i'd rather not have the help.
the OP wants the help. and he among others has refused your help because you're a shitty person.
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Anonymous #9
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Anonymous #8 said:
Look, I got nothing against people killing themselves. I think more people really should do it. But the people who actually want to kill themselves are almost never the ones that should.
lol tru dat
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Anonymous #10
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"I learned today that the thing that I will miss most is music."
make this the center of your life, or at least very close to the center. do you play music? what is your favorite kind? i'd love to go to india some day and travel around and find the best/trippiest spirtual music that the sadhus play in the forests and temples. i'd also like to trip at outdoor music festivals, something i've never done before. I'm going to buy a guitar soon because it's the one thing that calms my agitated mind. why don't you learn an instrument if you haven't already? i feel connected to everything and everyone around me and i feel i can positively influence people thru the music i make, especially when i'm tripping. and that's what really makes me happy, is when i'm feeling compassionate. in a funny way i like all these suicide threads because i love trying to help people. of course i'd never want people to be suicidal just so i can be helpful, but since you already are, it's fun to try and help.
the only way to be happy in this world is compassion
i heard a quote once, someone asked god why he allows so much suffering in the world, and he replied, i let it happen to give you the opportunity to help people. and we all have something to give, even if you think you dont 
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Anonymous #10
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also, read all about suicide before you do it. almost all the people who jump off bridges and survive say that after they jumped and before they hit the water, they regretted jumping and were happy they survived. i also tried to hang myself but luckily it wasn't from the ceiling so when i stopped breathing for an instant i had a moment of clarity and saw that i didn't want to die and i aborted that mission stat. my life is much better now.
there's problems we all face and soemtimes they get so painful that you want to escape, but if you try and overcome them, at least you tried, and if you keep trying, you'll eventually succeed, or you'll die and be reincarnated and try again in another life. but suicide is a negative mark on your report card and sets you back a few steps of evolution.
i've gotten to heaven thru meditation. it is on earth, it is inside you. that gives me hope. theres even something better than heaven. i'm not trying to preach, and i know you didn't ask about religion, i couldn't care less about what you believe or don't believe about my beliefs, i just hope my experience can give you hope or at least be neutral.
get exercize every day, eat right, take triphala (http://organicindiausa.com/CatalogueRetrieve.aspx?ProductID=601027&A=SearchResult&SearchID=91361&ObjectID=601027&ObjectType=27) i love you!!!
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Anonymous #1
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I'm RP and I have to find the H in orderer to get this done.
You wouldn't want a person like me around anyway so be glad that I'm going to be out of your life.
Go fuck with someone else.
I don't want to play in your pristine sandbox anymnore.
Fuck you, where is my dirty heroine/
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