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Anonymous #1
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 screwed up sex life 
#13600300 - 12/08/10 10:36 AM (2 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ever since my last girlfriend, which was about at least 7 years ago, I have had little to no sex. Since then, I had sex with 3 different girls... Each of them, I feel EXTREMELY guilty for. The first girl I had sex with, which was 2 after the breakup, was with a young girl.... she was 14 and I was 19. The second girl I had sex with was a close friend who I went out with in the past, but when I had sex with her, she was going out with my best friend and he was overseas in Afghanistan... The third woman I had relationship was my neighbor who I had become friend with for 4-5 years... BUT she was engaged and then married!
This has caused some SEVERE emotional damage over the years and it almost lead to suicide. I just cannot find a girl. I am not a bad looking guy, but I am so antisocial, and hold back SO much, that I dont even Have chances with any girls.
There were a couple girls that I hooked up with(one last summer and the other a couple years back) I really thought there was something between us. I wasn't pushy at all, but the girls never gave me another chance.
All this really hurts inside and all I want is a girl who will love me as much as I love her.. I dont care if I have to wait 2 years to have sex with her. But all I want is to feel loved.
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Anonymous #2
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Same here.
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Anonymous #1
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I also want to throw in another experience with one of my best friend's girlfriend.... they are highschool sweethearts and have been together for 9 years. throughout the years, we were always playful toward each other.. but only verbally, and jokingly. But recently it turned physical... last 4th of july we were all having a great time and she was straight up hitting on me, in front of my best friend! she even jumped on me and started dry humping me. Later we were sitting on the couch( I was sitting in between them) and she starts poking my dick. I could tell my friend didnt like what she was doing and I kept pushing her away and telling her to stop. My friend ended up sleeping in the car that night.
There's nothing more I want than to have sex with her.... But I would NEVER NEVER NEVER do that, even if her and my friend broke up. As fucked up as my sex life is, and as much as I need love and sex in my life, I would NEVER risk losing my best friend over it.
but it is making my sexual frustration go through the roof. I need to do something about my love life before it REALLY causes me to go insane.
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Anonymous #2
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your thread fails man 
all i can suggest to you is snorting coke in situations in which there is the possibility of getting laid 
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Anonymous #1
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no, my sex life is a fail! But my love life is more important than my sex life... and thats probably why my love life is a failure too.... I dont want to reget fucking my best friends girlfriend... I want to have sex with someone I love. It took years to get over the fact that I had done that with two other close friend's girl in the past. Thats why I will never do it again. This is why my sex life is all fucked up... I dont wanna regret the girl I screw, I just wanna be able to find the right girl.
But maybe I should just go to the bar and find a random girl to fuck... I dont know, I really dont
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 pescadorabioso
Hedonistic Misanthropy
Registered: 07/07/10
Posts: 1,510
Loc: Fl
Last seen: 2 months, 12 days
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
I want to have sex with someone I love.
But maybe I should just go to the bar and find a random girl to fuck... I dont know, I really dont
I don't think you're certain what you want. You contradict yourself in saying that you want to have sex with someone you love, then saying you want to fuck a random chick. Get your shit straight.
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What has made them conceive that man must want a rationally advantageous choice?
I've become desensitized to these types of occurrences thus far. Yet, there lies a sensation of bitter disappointment embedded within.
FINE YOU IMBECILE; SUFFER!! IT IS YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE HURTING. NOTHING IS DETERRING YOU FROM ATTAINING THAT OF WHICH YOU INHERENTLY CRAVE. YOU HAVE LET THEM TAKE OVER YOUR MIND, YOU ARE NO LONGER IN CONTROL, YOU NEVER WERE.
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Lucent
Stranger
Registered: 12/06/10
Posts: 45
Last seen: 2 years, 8 days
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Lol. Go to a therapist.. If you think sex and love are the same thing and think that if you have sex with a girl she is going to love you.. You're nuts. Maybe you should work on some deeper connection with these women and not rush into sex.. especially when the circumstances are less than ideal. You're basically an idiot for not being able to control your dick and letting it effect you that much.. Also, just my 2cents..
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jenns_hot
Hungry
Registered: 12/30/06
Posts: 3,458
Loc: East Coast 
Last seen: 4 months, 8 days
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take mdma and come out of your shell.
feel the love that is all around you.
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"Fear makes the wolf look bigger"
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