for some reason i feel compelled to tell this.
when i was 13 i was with friends, and huffing gas"i know ,its fucking dumb" i realize this now. any way , i would huff until i started to feel,and hear the wa wa wa wa's. well one night i did so and blacked out ,and when i say that i mean ,total darkness,,no sound, no nothing. the darkness was there for maybe 2 or 3 seconds"i guess" and suddenly i was with my mother in the old house i lived in when i was 6 . but it was in fast forward ,i remember setting on her lap,and watching that cartoon with that wolf on it dressed like dick tracy,and his eyes would pop out ,when he saw a sexy lady.
then it was nightime ,and i lay on her,with my head on her belly. then it seemed i was traveling through space, with lights all around me,like being in a rotating tunnel with a disco ball inside.
it got to where the lights were becoming like lines,it was going so fast around me.
suddenly i saw the constellation orion. i was some how approaching his right shoulder,then i come to rest on it,but soon as i stopped, it moved abruptly and i was shot into more tunnel like lights, "almost like a shot putt ,kinda throw."
i then woke,with my uncle doing cpr,on me. i felt cold as ice,and i instantly recalled all of the events.
could it have been a vivid hallucination or something else.?
this has boggled me for years,i could have been on my way to heaven ,or hell. and if so . i was traveling through a space like enviroment.
i recall very well it was orion. not anything else,i seen it from a distance and ,boom i was there.
needless to say ive never huffed again,and wouldnt advise it.
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everything i post is only in reference to my alternate persona's , and is based on their needs to fit in.
woodruss.
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The closest ive actually been to near death experience was when i took Shrooms and i blacked out as well. I was just standing there and i fell SMACK, my friends said my eyes were rolled in the back of my head (typical obe sign, eyes direct consciousness). Anyway all i can remmember is just Tons of fear, and a fucking helicopter sound.
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