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 nooneman
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 Aborted bad trip. 
#12992863 - 08/02/10 10:16 PM (2 years, 9 months ago) |
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I aborted a trip last night with seroquel. It was the first time I’ve ever done that. It was so strange. I was very excited before the trip, the whole week I was excited beyond belief. I was even excited the day of, and everything seemed to go perfectly that day. But the moment I’d taken it, a certain sense of fear started building. I took 23mg 4-aco-dmt.
At first the fear was small, and I thought I could easily distract myself from it. I tried watching videos, comedy, anything happy and uplifting, but nothing helped. Over the span of an hour and a half, the fear grew to be totally overpowering. I was afraid of everything, afraid of irrational things, just completely terrified. I felt awful and wanted to abort the trip then and there, so I took seroquel.
Seroquel takes an enormous amount of time to kick in when time is heavily dilated. I started to peak and felt incredibly sick. I could actually taste vomit in my mouth, but it was strange. It was like my taste was rotating between different flavors. First it was cake, then vomit, then towels, then vomit, then cake. I was quite sure I’d puke for some time, until very suddenly my pants felt soaking wet.
Although I’m familiar with this feeling happening on psychedelics, at the time it was terrifying. I couldn’t tell whether or not I’d peed myself, or done something even worse. I couldn’t smell anything, because everything I smelled was rotating through different smells (socks, vomit, nothing, flowers, chemicals, perfume), so I had no means to check via smell. Everything I touched would feel soaking wet one second, and completely dry the next, so I didn’t know what to trust.
I tried checking via sight, but all the colors were shifting from blues to greens to yellows to reds and back to blues. I was terrified I’d pissed myself, and terrified of everything else, so I laid some towels down on the bed and laid down. I closed my eyes and stupidly tried to fight the effects, which I knew was stupid but couldn’t help doing at the time. I was too distracted by all the mindfuck to get a good look at the visuals. They were not that much like mushrooms, there was profoundly less color and more lines. I wish I’d paid better attention to the visuals, but at the time it was impossible. I was so scared, the fear was still totally overpowering. The mindfuck was very powerful.
An hour and a half after the seroquel (roughly hour 4) the effects started to disappear quite suddenly. They went away over the course of about an hour, after which I fell asleep.
I woke up to happily find that I had not pissed myself. But I am still disturbed over my freakout. It isn’t like me to do this. I suppose bad trips happen to everyone, but the fear... It was just so strong. Totally overpowering fear. I was in such a good mood before hand, which is what makes it even more strange. I just wanted it to end, I wanted it to end so badly, I was so terrified.
Part of me wants to take a break from tripping for a while, but another part wants to hop back in to erase this bad memory. Unfortunately, I’m terrified to jump back in, since I don’t know what set off this bad trip.
I wish it was more like mushrooms. I enjoy mushrooms far more.
Edited by nooneman (08/02/10 10:22 PM)
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 Frank Zapper
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Re: Aborted bad trip. [Re: nooneman]
#13020498 - 08/08/10 07:14 AM (2 years, 9 months ago) |
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what did you have on your mind beforehand? was the setting bad?
Edited by Frank Zapper (08/08/10 07:15 AM)
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The_Aviator
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Don't feel bad or guilty about the experience. I myself have never tried 4-aco-dmt, but I have heard from many people that have had bad experiences on it. Perhaps it simply isn't for you. Or maybe you should try again some time with a smaller dose. I know how it feels to be overwhelmed on a psychedelic. You probably just require a bit of time for your mind to recuperate. In the mean time, ask yourself what you were afraid of.
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nooneman
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Quote:
Frank Zapper said:
what did you have on your mind beforehand? was the setting bad?
The mindset was fantastic. Really great. As was the setting. There was just this growing, overwhelming fear that built and built right after I'd taken it.
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The_Aviator said:
Don't feel bad or guilty about the experience. I myself have never tried 4-aco-dmt, but I have heard from many people that have had bad experiences on it. Perhaps it simply isn't for you. Or maybe you should try again some time with a smaller dose. I know how it feels to be overwhelmed on a psychedelic. You probably just require a bit of time for your mind to recuperate. In the mean time, ask yourself what you were afraid of.
I just freaked out. It was probably because of the dosage jump. I should have gone along more slowly, but I was itching to blow my mind. I think I tripped too soon after my last trip. I kept feeling like I just wanted to fall asleep without blowing my mind, right after I'd taken it of course. It was very strange. I think I just need more time to recuperate between trips. In any case, it was a bad trip, and I think they probably happen to everyone eventually.
Edited by nooneman (08/09/10 05:01 AM)
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sporesmores420
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Re: Aborted bad trip. [Re: nooneman]
#13027091 - 08/09/10 04:50 PM (2 years, 9 months ago) |
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well if your being prescribed seorquel dont u normaly have anxiety attacks
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nooneman
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sporesmores420 said:
well if your being prescribed seorquel dont u normaly have anxiety attacks
No, Seroquel is prescribed for everything.
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wowitch17
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Re: Aborted bad trip. [Re: nooneman]
#13030266 - 08/10/10 05:19 AM (2 years, 9 months ago) |
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lol,I wouldnt quite say that
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nooneman said:
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sporesmores420 said:
well if your being prescribed seorquel dont u normaly have anxiety attacks
No, Seroquel is prescribed for everything.
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