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nachohippie
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7 gram lemon tek
#11939743 - 02/01/10 01:06 AM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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last night i did a lemon tek of 7 grams of texas cubes really intense first time i have experianced what i belive is ego death i thought i might be dying and had to come to terms with that fact not exactly scary but very humbling what is ego death exactly i felt as if i were to have let myself slip away i would have infact died and i didnt want to go yet i have to many things i want to do in my life to many experiances i want to share with my children i saw strong holunciations things like eveil clowns ready to take me to adark place with them anyone ever have a similar experiance??
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WStallion
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Your punctuation died together with your ego?
To awnser your question, I haven't experienced anything like that. Don't think I'm even close to experienced enough to lemon tek 3.5g's, stand alone 7... Ever since I've seen Stephen King's It as a kid, clowns scare the hell out of me. I think I'd totally freak out if clowns came to get me
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Ellisistight
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: WStallion]
#11939787 - 02/01/10 01:16 AM (14 years, 1 month ago) |
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ive been to the darkest place ive ever been, on mushrooms. complete ego death. i just wanted it all to stop when it was happening. but im really glad i got to experience something like that. it was amazingly intense.
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nachohippie
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i amglad i experienced it as well veryhumblingexperiancemakes you put your prioritys inperspective
fuck all gramer nazis
-------------------- send guns, money ,lawyers, and drugs its been a long night everything i post is a lie im a pathological liar
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akira_akuma
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i'm excited!1
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psychedelicSLUG
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Dude seven grams is a lot of cubes...
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MagicJames
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Your punctuation died together with your ego?
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TexasWithLove
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I took a 4g lemon tek last night, made an applesauce. It hit quick and heavy. At first, I thought I was ok. I then proceeded to have the worst trip I've had to date on mushrooms. I never felt closer to losing myself. I ended up vomiting about two hours in. It felt like "popping", if that seems familiar. I got in the shower after that, still reeling, hot water, lights off, and this is the portion of the trip that I know was the most intense and I also recall the least as far as relating to those feelings. I feel like what was happening was the shrinking of mental territory where "I" could still feel safe and in control. I was losing places in my head to go, replaced with the closest I have ever felt to insanity. This is literally the morning after and I still have to take my time and slowly absorb and reflect. I know one thing today though. I am not put off on mushrooms. I still have a lot to explore. I don't know why I enjoy doing something that more often than not puts me in situations where I feel like I am really close to death. Maybe that's the important part?
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grinners
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: WStallion]
#12820857 - 06/28/10 10:55 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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ITT: People having strong enough doses to achieve ego death yet fighting the experience.
Relax, turn off your mind and float downstream.
You didn't need to hold on to anything, you had said dose to experience exactly what you resisted, you will return, you cannot overdose, trust in the central nervous system, it has been doing this for thousands of years.
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anonjon
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: grinners]
#12822550 - 06/29/10 09:48 AM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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grinners said: ITT: People having strong enough doses to achieve ego death yet fighting the experience.
Relax, turn off your mind and float downstream.
You didn't need to hold on to anything, you had said dose to experience exactly what you resisted, you will return, you cannot overdose, trust in the central nervous system, it has been doing this for thousands of years.
This is easier said than done. I too have reached a point where it feels like if I let go I'll vanish from existence. Whats the point of making yourself surrender to it? No one reports it to be a pleasant experience.
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Scruffy404
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: anonjon] 1
#12822667 - 06/29/10 10:17 AM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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You take the hefty does then you will trip like a hefty man EDUCATE! These mushrooms and anything like this will fuck with you you will trip No matter how experience your not gonna fight it and win your gonna loose you have to learn to let go
AND GUESS WHAT?? It is as easy as it sounds...LET THE FUCK GO You will be base line in 12 hours tops. IF anything of all you drug users who go multi trips should know is...RESPECT THE FUCKING MUSHROOM RESPECT THE DOES AND ALWAYS REMEMBER.
This isn't play time.
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anonjon
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Scruffy404 said: This isn't play time.
I couldn't disagree more.
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Scruffy404
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: anonjon]
#12823718 - 06/29/10 02:09 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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joking
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anonjon
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Scruffy404 said: AND GUESS WHAT?? It is as easy as it sounds..
humor me tho and tell me what I'm missing. What's on the other side of that moment where you feel yourself slipping away? I seriously can't make myself let go at that point any more than I could hold my breath until i pass out.
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KinichAhau
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: anonjon]
#12824808 - 06/29/10 05:05 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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You slip away...you feel an incredible connection to all things. You are all things. You become everything, everything is you.
You want the feeling? Go seek it, and don't tell us how hard it is to let go-just let it happen. You're obviously extremely resistant to the concept, let alone the act.
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Scruffy404
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Re: 7 gram lemon tek [Re: anonjon]
#12825135 - 06/29/10 06:02 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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anonjon said:
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Scruffy404 said: AND GUESS WHAT?? It is as easy as it sounds..
humor me tho and tell me what I'm missing. What's on the other side of that moment where you feel yourself slipping away? I seriously can't make myself let go at that point any more than I could hold my breath until i pass out.
The other side of that moment is the endless rift of the void your final step to a ever steeping hill of stairs..Instead of climbing the stairs You just lean back and enjoy the ride down.
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