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Anonymous #1
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 Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine 
#10012443 - 03/21/09 09:51 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I am currently on a drug that I would have never thought I'd take. Opiates.
A drug that used to scare the shit out of me when I was younger. I'd see junkies and almost have panic attacks. I thought it just looked so horrible, and I swore I'd never touch it.
A drug that I have been administered in hospital before. All I remember is that I did nothing for my pain but just make me fucked up, I don't remember much at all from it.
Well I was given 1 by a friend. And I researched it more than anything else I have consumed. The only thing that made me consider it was my friend who only smokes weed on occasion and is a pretty level guy told me his positive experiences with it, and said that if you make sure you do not start using it regularly it can be fun on occasion. And of coarse the amount of people on the shroomery who testify their worth. And I do like the shroomerites here.
So by myself tonight, I crushed and sniffed very tiny lines. The first 3 almost not being felt, so a few more later while watching 'The bank job' I started feeling a strong mood lift, and an awesome amount of euphoria. In fact I'd say now that opiates are like the downer version of MDMA, and in turn I can see how this could be so tempting to use often as there's none of that chemical driven feeling, just smooth euphoric rushing.
After the movie, I loaded my mp3 player with some Fever Ray and Radiohead and went for a midnight stroll. It was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC! I ended up walking for 2 hours! Just lost in the music, and walking was so easy. Like floating.
I got back, did the last 2 lines, and now I'm settling down for the Sigur Ros - Heim DVD.
I'm just so blown away with tonight, I was just expecting it to feel like a Benzo but feeling shit. I've had a huge smile on my face for like 5 hours now.
In turn though, I know that these things REALLY shouldn't be abused. I for one definetley don't want to be a junkie. And the only way I can get any more is finding some shifty street dealer, which is Russian roulette IMO. So the moral is, I've had my fun but I won't be doing this in the for-seeable future.
The only thing that I hate, IS THE FUCKING ITCHING. Fuck me dead, I've scratched myself in between every word on this post.
I know this was more a trip report, but I do have a few questions for if I do ever take an opiate again.
Is there anything I can do/take to stop the itching?
I know sniffing anything is bad, but how do opiates rate on that scale?
Is it common to be HOT while on them? It IS warm tonight (maybe 20degree's C) but I'm sweating allot.
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Anonymous #2
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 Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10012470 - 03/21/09 10:00 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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1. Take more opiates
2. 10/10
3. It's not terribly common or uncommon.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10012559 - 03/21/09 10:31 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Taking opiates casually/recreationally is not something to feel guilty about.
When 10mg turns to 80mg turns to daily heroin use then, yeah, feel guilty.
Moderation and self control prevent addiction. They are not the devil.
Know your drug, know your body, know your source. 
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Anonymous #4
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10012661 - 03/21/09 11:03 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Soon you will be sucking dick and stealing from your family to get more opiates. Then you will know true guilt.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10013141 - 03/21/09 01:07 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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what opiate(s) did you take?
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #5]
#10013259 - 03/21/09 01:31 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #5 said:
what opiate(s) did you take?
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Anonymous #6
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #2]
#10013674 - 03/21/09 02:46 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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He said he was given the drug in a hospital before, so that ruled out heroin. He said he snorted lines, so Oxy's maybe?
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #6]
#10013679 - 03/21/09 02:46 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Oxys and vics probably...
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #2]
#10013997 - 03/21/09 03:38 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #2 said:
Oxys and vics probably...
i sure hope it wasn't vicodin. apap is bad for you, and i can't imagine it being in your nose being a good thing
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #5]
#10014039 - 03/21/09 03:44 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've done it several times, and the only bad thing to come of it was the mild burning sensation for about 5-10 minutes afterwords. I am a pretty healthy person, mind you.
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Anonymous #7
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #2]
#10015967 - 03/21/09 08:53 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Maybe I am not common, but I have been taking opiates in moderation (as in once/twice a month) for a few years and I have never binged or gotten hooked on them. unlike marijuana, the effects don't seem to linger- I think opiates in moderation are fairly safe and fun  def an ego boosting drug- good drug for when I need my ego
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #7]
#10016143 - 03/21/09 09:28 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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binging on opiates is fun a few times a year. moderation is definitely key, unless you can support/sustain a habit
went through some h in ~4 days back a month or so ago, but hadn't had any pods/opes in close to a year before then. and it was my first time playing with heroin. good stuff, but pods are better, imo
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Anonymous #1
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #5]
#10016315 - 03/21/09 09:56 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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It was 30mg Morphine.
I knew sniffing was no more active than swallowing, but after my past experiences I just wanted to go slow and work my way to a comfortable dose (and I don't usually sniff anything), which ended up being all 30mg over 3 hours. Which I believe to be pretty decent for someone with 0 tolerance.
I had a pretty bad sleep though, I was too stimulated to nod off completley, but I couldn't keep my eyes open. I ended up re-formatting my computer at like 3am lol. Surprisingly no nausea what so ever.
Great night, but I have no more and don't plan on getting anymore. I would now put opiates in the same boat as MDMA. Allot of fun if used rarely.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10016396 - 03/21/09 10:10 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Snorting pills gives me a rush and an instant high.
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Anonymous #8
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #5]
#10016414 - 03/21/09 10:14 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #5 said:
binging on opiates is fun a few times a year. moderation is definitely key, unless you can support/sustain a habit
went through some h in ~4 days back a month or so ago, but hadn't had any pods/opes in close to a year before then. and it was my first time playing with heroin. good stuff, but pods are better, imo
You think pods were better than H? In what way? I was hooked on OC before it was the in thing. I loved the crap, but I made a few bad moves and my tolerance went through the roof and it became a rough ride.
I love opiates and know I could keep it under control, but I'm not trying to go to prison for the stuff.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #8]
#10016423 - 03/21/09 10:17 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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Do you guys find that opiates rot your teeth?
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Anonymous #9
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #2]
#10016911 - 03/21/09 11:57 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think its the lack of care for hygene while youre on them, and i mean that with the most respect.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #9]
#10017149 - 03/22/09 12:52 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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No dude, I mean from the inside. I'm not a fucking junkie by any stretch of the imagination, and brushing my teeth regularly didn't prevent it. It happened when I was about seventeen abusing oxys and vicodins, and when I realized what it was doing to my teeth, I quit cold turkey.
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Anonymous #10
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 Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #1]
#10017183 - 03/22/09 01:00 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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feel guilty very guilty you might just stick the needle in your arm now and get it over with.... just kiddng opiaites in moderation are a great thing i used to do them monthy for like 3 or 4 days in a row just once a day not all day. i ususlly do about 120mg oxy in a three hour period i never could have imagined doing that much a year ago my baseline is fucked up. a quick word of advise never ever take opana (oxymorphone) its way to good oxys will never be the same again.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Feeling guilty, but I think I'll be fine [Re: Anonymous #10]
#10017191 - 03/22/09 01:01 AM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm getting some oxymorphone now! 
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