ThirdEyeOpening
(Lost In My Head)
05/09/08 12:11 PM
Re: Hi everyone. I am new and I have an urgent question and concern

I dont know if this will come as any help to you, but when i was quite a bit younger i used to get really sketched around people when i was high, even friends that got high with me. Id be paranoid and use eye drops, take sowers brush my teeth, breath mints, calone, like way over the top paranoid.

A few years ago tho, when i started college, i started to relax, and around that time whas when i got into mushrooms. Now im not saying you have to trip to lose your paranoia, but for me it just came as a side effect.

I was always a somewhat introverted person, only saying stuff that i had a strong opinion on. Im not one to shoot the shit by talking, i find it quite pointless. So with that and the paranoia i was, and still am a quiet guy. But along the lines of my trips, i began not to care.

Nowadays, ill walk around, and do all my errands, with severely blood shot eyes, and strong aroma. It just doesn't matter. But i never, NEVER carry anything when im like that, for obvious reasons. All of my friends and family respect me for who i am, and what i have accomplished in life. Everyone else can fuck themselves.

If the crowd you hang with doesn't respect you for who you are, what you have done, and what you intend to do, id find new friends. I have had friends who had problems with my pot use, but, they got over it when they saw it had no effect on my day to day life. Im still a contributing member for the most part, and that all that matters.

Best of luck, and i hope this helped. Good vibes.