So,I have been smoking weed for about 4 years now and lately I have been noticing something very very odd.

People treat me completely differently when I am high that when I am sober. I'll be sober and just havin a good time laughin with people and hten once I get high, it starts seeming like everyone else is on a different page than I am. Its like they have this vibe thats saying "you are not being cool right now man", or "this guy is fake or being fake", or "we want you to leave".

It really confuses me and to be honest, its kind of damaging to me, to my sense of self. I feel like nowadays everytime I get high I start thinking way to much and people will look at me so completely differently, but then again once I get high I notice I get quieter and nearly everything and anything I say i don't get a response to. Its almost like everyone just turns their back on me or something simultaneously. I remember a specific incident where these two guys were conversing during a smash bros game and i was in the middle of both of them and then they leaned back away from my field of view, peripheral you could say, and they slapped hands and one said "way to BE, man way to BE" and he like put emphasis on the "be" word almost trying to convey a message to me like I'm being really not cool or fake or something!

The thing is guys, I know that its not the people, I know it is me, BUT I DON"T UNDERSTAND WHY. I can hang out with anyone and be like the coolest, most chillest most fun guy to be aorund, and then once I get a little high from the herb its almost like EVERYOONE in the room will turn their back on me. and whats wierd is I never see this happen to any other person i've ever met smoking weed. I don't get it, i really dont

I need help really badly because i dont want to live my life like this anymore, please anything you guys can add to this is appreciated. and has anyone been in or currently in a similar situation? thank you for your replys