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bluntdreams08 said:
I cant blend in with these fucks anymore. How the hell do you guys do it? See, I have dropped the ego, I literally feel like I am going thru Bill Hicks mode. The problem is that, everyone who I want to talk to, is living a lie, weather its the job, or the religion. And I have 10+ years studying to prove it. I spent 0 energy talkign about college and how I will have this job and I will get this car, I took that energy, and read 234234234 books, went around the earth, talked to many many people, listened a gazillion times where I shut my mouth and listened and observed.

So here comes so and so friend, hey want to go to a party? Hey bluntdreams what a beer? Come one man just drink mannnn!!!

Me: Uh come on man you know I only smoke weed....(I have a reason why alcohol is a POS and blocks the mind)

Now if I talk like this with people they will hate me, think I Am cryptic, I fucking hate this life because of these fuckers. I dont even hate on George Bush and Halliburton and Monsanto and the rest. Those fuckers knows whats up! Its these other fucks in society who live a fucking joke life.

I swear its time to get a tent and live in the wilderness and see if I Can continue my journey and have an event or new knowledge by being by myself for a while.

I CANNOT GO BACK TO being an ape , I just fucking cant do it.

For example, friends who think its cool to spend money and time just to get some pussy from a chick. Its so fucking illogical how much time and money they put into the chick to get her pussy, yet they have no feelings or connection. The ape will really tell me that "dude just say yea yea uhuh ok ok to what shes saying, and shell be cool and make some moves on her"

See I like pussy, but not to the point where I have to be a fake man. See THATS WHAT THE WHOLE THING IS< I AM NOT FAKEEEEEEEEEEE YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT 50 cent, or your job which is a lie, and you ...


GUYS HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO IT? all i think about is getting out of this dimension, and people think I am crazy.

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This post sounds like the self indulgence of a juvenile.

You've dropped the ego" "