Mayyyyyyyyyyybe you should just grow up and get over it?

The title of this topic should be "be careful with 5g+ doses if you can't handle them" or "be careful with 5g+ doses if you're afraid of things that are IN YOUR OWN GOD DAMNED HEAD" or "be careful with 5g+ doses if you happen to have a mangina".

I think you're overdoing it. I doubt it was as bad as you say, and if it is, YOU have some problems that YOU need to work out. Nothing you thought or experienced came from outside of your own head.