Note: None of this actually happened, I made it all up in my head to get attention from people. All drugs r bad, mkay?
I had my first experience tonight. I must say, I am overwhelmed at the response and I look forward to what lies ahead in my journey. Sorry if my writing isnt all that linear, im kind of just typing as the thoughts come to me.
Just some quick background; i used the lazy mans tek for the base product and used recrystallized as well as base product without recrystallization. the method i used for measuring my doses was by scooping a small pile about the size of a BB into my bowl, starting my session at 4 scoops on the 3rd bowl, the first and second bowls i will consider failures due to the fact that no strong effects were noticed. The room was mildly lighted (not dark, not bright)and i disconnected the air pump to my fishtank to eliminate the buzzing noise, but left the water filter running to have a little white noise in the background (which later served as what i would call an anchor, more on that later) Its also important to note that none of my sessions tonight were what I would consider a full blown trip. I experienced no out of body sensation, or felt at any time that i was detached form my physical body. Oh, and no elves...kinda disappointed...
1st Bowl: Very little in the pipe, recrystallized, i used a little herb to serve as a bed for the crystals. After the hit, almost nothing. I could definitely feel tingling but no visual or other stimuli.
2nd Bowl: The rest of my recrystallized, same setup, hit me a little harder, no defined visuals, i could barely make out some spiderwebby effects with eyes open and closed.
3rd and 4th Bowls: These bowls were kind of my ramp up bowls to see how much would be my baseline dose, i started at 4 "scoops", then 6 for my 4th bowl, both were almost identical in effects, strong visual and euphoric effects, basically they prepared me for the 5th bowl.
5th Bowl: 8 "scoops" Uncrystallized from my first pull. again, same pipe setup. THIS, was the most intense experience i had. The 3rd and 4th bowls were very similar to this session but nowhere near as intense. After taking the hit, i could definitely feel what i can only describe as the chemical traveling throughout my body, a definite tingling sensation, and visual effects started almost immediately. With my eyes closed I could see the same spiderweb effect, almost mandala like designs made up of every shape and color you could imagine. They were constantly flowing and moving, and would slowly change into a completely different yet just as intricate designs. I felt almost like i was bathing in this cocoon of shapes, colors, and the buzzing of my body. I remember lifting my hands and looking at them and seeing hundreds of points covering my hands and continuing down my arms, they kind of looked like just white or almost white spots on my skin, but it was definitely in a specific pattern. The ceiling grabbed my attention a lot also, (i have some textured paint on my ceiling that casts small random shadows from the ridges and points created mt the paint, the paint was applied in a specific pattern so it is visual to the naked eye but still has a random look to it) the ceiling had morphed into a perfectly spaced, perfectly symmetrical pattern and as i lay on the bed looking up at my hands against the ceiling the spots on my hands matched perfectly with the pattern on the ceiling. truly amazing, i could move my hands and the pattern would still fit. (there were also definite tracers during the heights of the experience). I remember having the urge to smile a lot, and it seemed to help, or what i referred to as "egging it on..." My smile turned into almost a giggle, more of just amazement coming from your mouth ( dont know how you would describe that). Tactically, my bed was the only thing i touched, besides the shorts im wearing. But, the bed felt amazing, i kept moving my legs up and down to feel the bed under me and it felt wonderful. I stated earlier that i never felt any presence by elves or any other entity during my experience, HOWEVER, i did have the sensation that as i looked around the room i could see living things in the walls, in the bed, in the blanket, in everything. There were no faces, or eyes, or mouths but i knew there were what seemed like hundreds of life forces living in my cocoon around me. Its also interesting that while my eyes were closed, it seemed like a different place, and a different trip altogether as opposed to when my eyes were open. I could flip back and forth and visit both worlds as i chose during the experience just by opening and closing my eyes. while my eyes were closed however, the shapes and effects that i saw i felt to be products of some"one" that was making them especially for me, as if "they" were like, "This ones cool, or hey, what about this one, or this, or this, or this, or this, or this, or this. Do you like this one? Or this one? and i just kept going and going and going, until i opened my eyes to be astounded with my hands and ceiling again. In all, the trip lasted about 10 minutes, i started to come down and could start to see the points on my arms and hands start to fade away, as well as the ceiling starting to come back to its mundane self. euphoria is probably the longest lasting effect. i laid in my bed after the main experience for about 15-20 minutes just basking in joy.
Overall Id say my first encounter with Demitri has been good. We shook hands, gave a quick nod to each other and parted ways with hope of more intimate and further travels together. There is indeed something out there and I feel like I have just barely opened the door and looked through it. Now, just to take that step through the door...
My plans are to continue my experiment with either two "6-8 scoop" bowls, one after the other, OR one "10-12 scoop" dose. I will be updating this when my next session is over.
-------------------- ...push the envelope, watch it bend...
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