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jaytonbye
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9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness.
#8182535 - 03/23/08 03:54 AM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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where to start?? This was hands down the most intense experience of my life, but here it goes....
I got home from work at 630 am (I drive a truck overnite). I was pretty exhausted, had already been up forabout 20 hours, but I had made plans with a friend to trip so I was like fuck it. I wanted to trip harder than ever, so I weighed out 8 grams, saw another nice lookin lil guy, and threw it into the mix. Total weight: 9.2 grams (strain is creeper). I grounded it up in my coffee grinder, put it in OJ and drank (by the way, this was the first time I've done that and it masked the taste very well, just a hint of shrooms).
I lie down N put on some pink floyd waitin for the trip to start, it starts to hit me in probably 20 minutes or so (empty stomach). Once I was feelin good, I through on some hip-hop beats hit record N started to freestyle (I'm really into bustin rhymes, one of my favorite things to do on shrooms because it makes me more creative).
As I rhyme, it's commin on stronger and stronger. after about 20 minutes of spitten, my boy shows up and I put down the mic. I give him 4 grams and he pops some coriciden (16). At this point, i'm tripping harder than I ever have... trippin balls The walls in my room, which are white, were a BRIGHT YELLOW. When I'd look close, the texture had become so alive, it kinda looked like a river, like the walls were sweating profusely.
I was so fucked at this point, I was lyin in my bed ignoring my friend. He was like whatever, and bounced. Now is when the decent into madness began. At this point, I was so tired, I was fighting to stay awake, and since I was already so amped up with creativity, I could lucid dream while I was awake. VERY VERY VIVIDLY.
So I'm like, DAMN, I gotta get back on the mic. I pick it up and i'm fucking RIPPING this shit, but the trip keeps getting stronger and stronger. SOOOO intense, I'm sweating, i'm freezing, my hearts pounding, i'm rhyming, and i'm fucking loving it.
As I make up stories, the idea that I could die pops into my head. I thought I was over dosing and got a little worried. Now, i know you can't O.D. on shrooms, but my imagination was so incredibly strong at this point that I didn't know if that was true, or if I had made it up in my head. I was thinking about calling the cops because I think I might be dying (I actually rhymed about it, i was rhyming to survive). In my head, I had to fight to stay awake because if i fell asleep I was a gonner.
Panic sets in. I go to the fridge to get water and poor it over my head. It's about 8am right now and this shit is getting more and more intense and I think i'm gonna die. Like seriously, I'm histerical crying. I go into my roommate's room and wake him up (he is totally against drugs). I'm begging him to help me, he is NOT thrilled. I'm screaming "what do you want to hear, what do you want to see. ANYTHING i can describe to you ANYTHING." RIGHT NOW MY IMAGINATION IS SO VIVID THAT I HAVE THE POWER TO CREATE ANYTHING I WANT IN MY MINDS EYE. ANYTHING.
I tell him that I don't want to die, he says i'm not going to and to go to sleep. NEVER, I wanna LIVE 
I ask him to hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be ok. he brings me into my room and I make him read a book to me, any book, i think he was making up the words actually, cuz it sounded like he was reading the bible (I don't have one and i'm an atheist).
At this point, I believe in god. I'm in his presence. This is an intense religious experience for me. It's the most i've ever felt in my entire life. FEAR, HAPINESS, SADNESS, PASSION... EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE. Imgaine all your emotions X 1000. The pictures, ideas, and concepts that I'm imagining are more beautiful than anything in existence... seriously, more beautiful than anything.
Finally I go insane. Nothing makes sense anymore, the idea of dying leaves my head because I realize that I have gone 100% mad. I think that i've done this to myself permanently and that I will be in an insane asylum for the rest of my life. This is A-OK with me though, as I'm loving it. Although i'm crying, it's not from sadness or fear, everything was just so amazingly beautiful that I was humbled by it all.
and now... I peak. I hit level 5 and everything changes. Some of this will be impossible to describe with words, but I will do my best.
The ego is gone, I'm gone. My imagination is so strong at this point that I believe that I have imagined my whole life. I believe that just now I have imagined everything, my friends, my family, human history, EVERYTHING. Like I had just imagined my whole entire fucking life in that instant. There is no time. I think that I am god. I am amazed and dazzled that I have some how willed myself into existence. Infinity is everywhere. I'm in heaven, hell, and pergatory all at once. I keep forgetting what i'm thinking about and running through the same thought loops over and over, each time I become enlightened and a white glow of energy ecompasses all that exists. It keeps looping and think that i will be trapped inside this forever. That's ok with me.
Somewhere in there, I vaguely remember getting up and taking a piss in my living room, lol. I later thought that I had just imagined it, but the floor was wet, so go figure.
I am beauty, it takes my breathe away. 2 hours later I start comming down and I realize I'll be normal again. I just lie there and take it all in. I'm so humbled at this point, I don't think i'll ever be the same again, I still don't. I call my boy back over and apologize for makin him come over and then being boring, he thinks it's funny. we go to the mall and I come down in a good yet disconnected mood. I get home around 8, sleep for 3 hours and go back to work. I just got home. fuck yea, i'm hardcore.
I'd deff suggest trying what I did. Even though it sounds like part of it was a bad trip, it wasn't. It was life, maybe too much of it to handle, but it was life and life is amazing. I don't think the reason that I tripped so hard was because of the 9.2 grams (i've done 7 before) but more because of the sleep deprivation. I'm gonna stay away from them for a while, but next time I'm taking 14 and deff having a good spotter who I trust. That's a must from now on, I could have hurt myself.
Anyway, that's that. Thanks for reading. I Hope it gives you perspective. Peace, Love, and Good Vibes.
~Choice
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jetpackjake
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: jaytonbye]
#8182544 - 03/23/08 04:10 AM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA pro
glad you're positive about your experience!
The first time I took mushrooms.... I was given 10g of cubes, and had to go to work the next day.
About all i feel like recapping of that night right now is my friend turned into the devil. Yeaaaaah....!
that much shrooms can really trigger a religious vibe
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Pirre
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: jetpackjake]
#8182593 - 03/23/08 05:06 AM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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You took 10g dried for your first trip? xD
And jayton, very nice report. I hope to experience that also some day. Good luck on processing what happened!
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: jetpackjake]
#8182698 - 03/23/08 07:47 AM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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Quote:
jetpackjake said: The first time I took mushrooms.... I was given 10g of cubes, and had to go to work the next day.
HEHEHEHE. U silly silly boy.
OH and jetpackjake i know what u mean. Trips like that can be mind blowing and scary as fuck but when u wake up from it ur like yea man fucking yea man . Happy tripping people.
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uber_aj
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: trip2night]
#8182738 - 03/23/08 08:26 AM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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man, thats crazy. I could never go to work after an ego-death trip. It's tight to hear that some people flo while tripping, i bet you'd spit some crazy shit. sounds like you had a great time, I hope I never piss on my floor, but i miss how fun it is when you have a super-religious trip that turns into an ego-death.
peace, and post a report when you do 14!
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jetpackjake
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: uber_aj]
#8183282 - 03/23/08 12:40 PM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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Hahaha, yeah. trips from hell are awesome the next morning.
HELL YEAH! IM ALIIIIIIIIIVE! Woah... some crazy shit happened. *recaps*
That time I took that many shrooms I had to work in the deli at a grocery store... I told my coworker to handle talking to the customers for the day LOL
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ksinao
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: jetpackjake]
#8185562 - 03/23/08 11:29 PM (8 months, 5 days ago) |
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wow. intense trip man.
taking more than 5g still scares me....
i got a ways to go
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andrewss
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: ksinao]
#8209153 - 03/29/08 02:14 AM (8 months, 20 hours ago) |
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Pretty interesting report man, glad you were able to start to accept it and really come out of it positively, thats a strong dose man!
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Sitar
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: andrewss]
#8232890 - 04/03/08 10:50 AM (7 months, 26 days ago) |
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Your friend took 16 Coricidin and 4 grams of mushrooms? What a total idiot.
Sorry, but that had to be said.
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templeton1
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: Sitar]
#8248530 - 04/06/08 09:39 PM (7 months, 23 days ago) |
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id like to hear some of your rap
oh, and i agree...why take coricidin? shrooms are enough
i feel like dxm (especially in the form of coricidin) would make me feel shitty
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jaytonbye
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: templeton1]
#8354283 - 05/02/08 03:48 PM (6 months, 28 days ago) |
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my aol instant messanger name is a2and10 if you wanna hear some of it.
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xk3m_indica
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Re: 9.2 grams of dried cubes + sleep deprivation = absolute craziness. [Re: jaytonbye]
#8360054 - 05/04/08 01:34 AM (6 months, 26 days ago) |
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that's a hardcore story man... reminds me a lot of my first time on mushrooms, basically had the same thought process as you on the way yo there.
keep it up ha
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