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 Justice_Fish
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 Death
#8128807 - 03/10/08 07:17 PM (8 months, 7 days ago) |
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An evening, with the house to myself.
10 HBWR seeds. I crushed and then downed them with orange juice. Later, I took 1 tab of LSD.
2 hours later, I was in a really good mood. Drunken feeling. I played guitar and listened to some good music.
I had an incredible time.
Then I went to bed. I was just feeling really good. My heart was starting to beat real fast, but I knew this was normal. What wasn't normal was that I was feeling something coming. I didn't know what it was. Exciting, intriguing, never felt this.
Then it came, a shock. It went from the bottom of my spinal cord to my brain suddenly, then appeared a big flash of nothing (yes, a big flash of nothing  )
I couldn't feel my heart, my mouth, couldn't see.
Then everything came back.
Seemed like a century.
But it was 1 second.
10 minutes later, it happened again.
So I got off bed, drank some water. Relaxed. It was scary. Really scary. I didn't want to go there again.
So I sat, and played more guitar. Then I went to bed. And it didn't happen again.
I think, this was death. I mean, I could feel it.
You decide if it was death or not. But in my mind, it is.
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Plok
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Maybe ego death.
But somehow I think that, if you really died, you'd... be dead.
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Justice_Fish
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 Re: Death [Re: Plok]
#8129022 - 03/10/08 07:55 PM (8 months, 7 days ago) |
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Quote:
Plok said:
But somehow I think that, if you really died, you'd... be dead.
Death is the only word that can describe this. But I felt no ''ego-death'' or something like that...
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Frost
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Quote:
Justice_Fish said:
Then it came, a shock. It went from the bottom of my spinal cord to my brain suddenly, then appeared a big flash of nothing (yes, a big flash of nothing )
Explain further this "shock". How did it really feel.
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Justice_Fish
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Re: Death [Re: Frost]
#8133501 - 03/11/08 07:30 PM (8 months, 6 days ago) |
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The shock...
It was like if I pumped electricity in your spinal cord.
Climbing to your brain.
Exploding in your brain. A firework.
Happening very fast.
Feels good but at the same time, it's terrifying.
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Bread
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I know this feeling pretty well. I made a post about it a while ago, if you wanna read it it is here: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Cat/0/Number/6451326/an/0/page/0
I had a trip early this year for the first time in almost 6 months and found myself in the same situation again. Some friends and I had been having a great time hanging out together before we headed out onto a pier for them to do some fishing (I was the only one tripping). There were other people around so I had to try not to bring attention to myself, so from this point the trip became a much more 'internal' one (you know, thinking and whatnot).
After a while I felt this feeling coming on. It came more from my chest than my spine and I tried to fight it off but eventually it hit me.
When it arrives, it's scary, but almost the second it's gone, it feels almost cleansing. My chest felt refreshed.
I only felt it once that night but still had that lingering feeling like it could be back at any moment.
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Re: Death [Re: Bread]
#8179176 - 03/22/08 09:47 AM (7 months, 27 days ago) |
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A new-agey type would probably tell you that it is some sort of energy getting built up, then releasing.
Did it feel like falling in a dream?
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Re: Death [Re: Bread]
#8179197 - 03/22/08 10:00 AM (7 months, 27 days ago) |
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Quote:
Bread said:
I know this feeling pretty well. I made a post about it a while ago, if you wanna read it it is here: http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Cat/0/Number/6451326/an/0/page/0
I had a trip early this year for the first time in almost 6 months and found myself in the same situation again. Some friends and I had been having a great time hanging out together before we headed out onto a pier for them to do some fishing (I was the only one tripping). There were other people around so I had to try not to bring attention to myself, so from this point the trip became a much more 'internal' one (you know, thinking and whatnot).
After a while I felt this feeling coming on. It came more from my chest than my spine and I tried to fight it off but eventually it hit me.
When it arrives, it's scary, but almost the second it's gone, it feels almost cleansing. My chest felt refreshed.
I only felt it once that night but still had that lingering feeling like it could be back at any moment.
In that link, when you're talking about the sound of "bottles clanking together", do you mean just one clank, or a short "Ooik" kind of sound? Because, I've heard a loud "Ooik" sound myself a couple of times while on shrooms. It is disturbing, but not necessarily painful.
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Bread
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I just meant the clank of glass banging against glass.
There is some good reading in that linked thread; some good food for thought. I'm looking forward to the season kicking off now so I can try and explore it differently.
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jetpackjake
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Re: Death [Re: Bread]
#8182545 - 03/23/08 04:12 AM (7 months, 26 days ago) |
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I think you may have slept before the real power of the trip mang... It always takes me like 3.5 hours to peak
at 1.5-2 hours begins a constricting, horrible vibe....
and in some instant, it expands...
HBWR will make you feel like youre dying. And twice I really believed it.
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