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 aleksei
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 Problem wrong meditation
#8561443 - 06/25/08 06:52 AM (5 months, 8 days ago) |
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I was doing a wrong meditation, it was in a dmt trip listening to music, and i felt a evil energy barring my light, so i think that i could fool this energy by make this energy think i was evil so it wont barry my light anymore, but i think i did something wrong, and i felt this evil energy jumping in my soul, after some days my mind had changed, i whent to psyquiatrist he said, you developed psychosis, now i think, that i tryed to fool this evil energy, but i was the real fool, because when i tryied to fool this evil energy, i was beeing evil tryin to make this energy believe that i was evil, so o opened my spirit to those spirits, i very afaid if god will send me to hell when i die, now i cannot take psychedelics no more, and my life becomes difficlt, even music i cant listen
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aleksei
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: aleksei]
#8561514 - 06/25/08 07:44 AM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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this disease make me realize that drugs are relatively safe, aint cause any harm, if you take one time for month or 6 months,
if you use everyday it is possible you open your energy camp to the evil spirits enter,
psychosis is when the darkness of the soul enter inside of you,
usualy in healthy normal people they are around not inside, you can only open your energy camp if you do something with an evil intention, if you take mushrooms and like pray to the devil much times is possible you got a psychosis, if you stay with god, everyday, walk with him you cant get psychosis, and thats my point why drugs are safe, but drugs are dangerous to fool people like me 
so i realize that people that do drugs should have a help of a shaman
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WScottsdale
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: aleksei]
#8563276 - 06/25/08 04:17 PM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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You acknowledge God, so why not ask for assistance?
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aleksei
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: WScottsdale]
#8563516 - 06/25/08 05:14 PM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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because i cannot pray no more, i asked him, but im suffering from a diseas elike syd barret, dont matter how many times i ask to god, i cannot, whne these evil spirits enter they barry all the light coming in, so i just cannot pray
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WScottsdale
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: aleksei]
#8564310 - 06/25/08 08:50 PM (5 months, 7 days ago) |
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What is light?
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bradley
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: WScottsdale]
#8568938 - 06/26/08 09:42 PM (5 months, 6 days ago) |
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what is your lifestyle like? you will probably get better advice by describing how you live, your habits and background than describing metaphysical forces acting on you. if you can't listen to music, take a break. then come back to something new; listen to it as if it is the first time you've heard music. take a break from using substances and just work on cultivating habits you want in your life.
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aleksei
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: bradley]
#8570123 - 06/27/08 07:18 AM (5 months, 5 days ago) |
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man.. what happened to me is, i always pray, to god, and i think that if i can fool the devil by making he believe im evil i could be free, but in this process to fool the devil, i was evil, i was like pray for the devil for one week, i did a mistake.. i doesnt know how to fool the devil, i was trying to makle he bieve i am evil, but i doesnt know how to do that, and i was like prayig to the devil, and i couldnt see that i was like praying to the devil(sorry about my english)
so i opened my spirit for the evil energy and the evil energy jumped in my soul, and i got SCHIZOFRENIA!
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aleksei
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: aleksei]
#8570126 - 06/27/08 07:20 AM (5 months, 5 days ago) |
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now i loose all my love, and all my contact with reality, i cannot feel love, or the fresh air..i have nighmares, and my thoughs just run throw my head..
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: aleksei]
#8570329 - 06/27/08 08:50 AM (5 months, 5 days ago) |
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Quote:
aleksei said:
man.. what happened to me is, i always pray, to god, and i think that if i can fool the devil by making he believe im evil i could be free, but in this process to fool the devil, i was evil, i was like pray for the devil for one week, i did a mistake.. i doesnt know how to fool the devil, i was trying to makle he bieve i am evil, but i doesnt know how to do that, and i was like prayig to the devil, and i couldnt see that i was like praying to the devil(sorry about my english)
so i opened my spirit for the evil energy and the evil energy jumped in my soul, and i got SCHIZOFRENIA!
The problem is your belief in the power of evil. You give it all that power to disrupt your mind yourself. Once you stop, it stops. END OF STORY.
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aleksei
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Re: Problem wrong meditation [Re: Icelander]
#8570537 - 06/27/08 10:17 AM (5 months, 5 days ago) |
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it is real man.. the evil is real.. could be not evil only my fears, but is real everybody have fears.
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