Awesome field notes, thanks!

Yeah I've found I can get quite anxious and paranoid taking drugs on my own. Keep expecting someone to turn up unexpectedly and sometimes they do! Like a time recently when I thought I'd smoke some skunk (just a wee puff) after not having any for several years. Soon as I had it I started freaking out a bit and kicking myself for doing it, then about 10 minutes later the phone rang ... it was my wife and she was feeling sick and had to be picked up from work in the city!!! Well, it went ok and I didn't crash the car, but I'll definitely plan my next indulgence a lot better. At least if you have company from the start you don't go too deep into yourself. I'll be taking some shrooms with my wife soon - in a place that has no phone! :)