great report. it's buddhist-like how you realized how the craving of materialistic goods can lead to suffering and how we as sentient beings are connected and when we hurt others, we are also hurting ourselves. i hope you continue your road to enlightenment and that more people have thes realizations.

When I tried shrooms in the spring i got that same feeling of love and hate. For me, it was more like the duality of things, life and death, pain and pleasure, and how its all important. I realized that when something (especially plants/trees) dies, its not sad or ugly, its just a different side of the coin. Nice report