I loved reading your report, I have to say some tears came rolling down my face. It's beautiful. I recently (3 months ago) had almost the same thing happen to me and I cant stop thinking about it and trying to figure it out. I just barely opened up an account so I will probably write about it soon (just not now because it is 4am haha) But yeah, I feel quite similiar, although I also had a feeling that that concious we all have, God, is all One.. its hard to explain.. like we are all one, and one with the universe an eternal happiness. what do you think?

It sounds very peacefull but in my trip i was kicking and screaming at the top of my lungs (this is what my friends told me, they even tied me up) because I wa sooo scared of dying. i didnt know where i was going and I didnt want to leave my one year old baby without a mom and i also didnt want my parents and husband to be sad about my death. I felt like i was going into heaven for a little bit, it felt soo good and seconds later i felt as if i was being literally drowned into hell, this looped over and over again for some time. After i dont know how long of this crazyness i finally died and then i was comforted and was born again, i was a baby, i felt peace, i saw pastel colors and heard a baby cooing coming from inside me. then i woke up and it was morning and i was in my house with my husband and friends.

That was awesome. Ineffably awesome.

I haven't laughed so hard in a very long time.  "Do you want some soup?"  Dear God...when I read that I knew I had to create an account just to tell you how much enjoyment I got from this.  Thank you.

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I totally just googled you Taylor Patrick Cole.

Nice report though.