I know exactly what you mean when you thought that you might be like that forever. I always feel that way when I'm trippin, like I'm so far gone, and I'm never going to come back. It really does feel like you're in a totally new universe. I was tripping with a good female friend of mine, and we looked at eachother like "Where the fuck are we?" and we both really didnt know because it seemed like we were in this strange dimension. I kept on saying "I don't think we're coming back." We really didn't think we were going to stop trippin, and that was only off of half eighth. Thats why I dont see how so many people eat whole eighths or even more.

I am a first time tripper, I have been drunk and very high before, but I've never tripped. I am so excited to though, I really hope I have a trip like yours. Happy and pleasant. I've read Timothy Leary's

i heard that younger mushrooms are a little stronger gram for gram, is that what you ment by closed cap? sounds like a sweet trip