Tere! ;)

howdy, i am trying to experience amanita muscaria. I am doing something wrong though. I can't seem to get the right affect and I think my method might be off? I dried them in the oven 170-190 degrees, but it took two or three hours to get them cracker dry..higher or lower heat? I also tried making tea..dumped two tablespoons  in to a coffee pot, put half a pot of water in the coffee maker. I tried them with the caps scraped and unscraped..unscraped caused mild nasea  ..so any ways ..I'm getting a little energy and layed out feeling..possibly a placebo,,I'll get tired and wake..I tossed an ounce of powder prepared amanitasthis evening and tried recycling my urine..that was four hours ago when I started..and I sitting on  the toilet for almost an hour ..losing all my waterweight out my bowls( sorry to be so descript) no serious cramps ..stomach pain or nasea tho...geez..so I'm having some problems..thers plenty of amanita muscaria..I'm getting fresh samples...lots of white dots.amanita muscaria ..pictures perfect..did i mention I'm in europe...so any advice..I've tried to make the effort..but it doen't seem very productive or worthwhile...also read your not supposed to consume amd carbonated beverage or beer...that it would re carbolize the muscarine into ibotenic acid..( and yes .I took two tabs of pepto for relief and drank some more water)