Shroom Report
It started
on a Friday after school. My friend found a rig for shrooms and we decided to
buy some shrooms. We find the house get about 3 1/8 ounces and get on our way. We
decide to take them on Monday since we don’t have school that day. After a long
weekend Monday finally comes and the time comes. We split them up about 1/8
each for 3 people. I ate them with a banana and bread and honestly they made me
want to puke. After I ate them I was a little nervous but also excited.
It’s been
about 30 minutes and I feel a tad bit different but nothing big at all. Four of
us, 3 on shrooms decide to drive with some buddies that want to smoke some bud.
When we start driving it hit me. It hit me life a ton of bricks. The road
started to move, trees started to swirl and everything was just very different.
My friend started to blaze and I just stared through the window into some
bushes. They started to move and I saw very clear distinct patterns. I also
felt a little “stoned” keep in mind I didn’t smoke. We start to drive back to
Stevens house and I really enjoyed watching the grass grow. I thought that was
very interesting. When we finally arrived at Stevens I walked in the room and I
just lost all sense of reality. We were watching blow and it started to scare
me. There were 5 people in a small room and slowly but surely I became worried
and extremely nervous.
I decide to
walk around the house to cool my head off and I see a mirror. I look at my
face, and honest to god, it was melting. The pores in my skin were extremely
distinct and my face just started to melt. I thought I was dieing. I thought
the mushrooms were poisonous and I was actually melting and eventually going to
die. I started to panic. I went on the computer and was talking to my friends and
they told me the next day I was saying very strange things. I was asking one of
my good friends “What the FUCK is going on!!” I also started to talk to my
friend with a lot of drug experience. He realized I was having a bad trip and
attempted to calm me down. It helped but only for a little. After a little of
just being scared, sweating perfectly, and still thinking I was going to die I
called my friend V. I always promised her I would never do drugs and I felt
extremely guilty. When I heard her voice, I honestly saw my life flash between
my eyes and realizing that I was ruining my life. Keep in mine i am a guy who
hasn’t cried for about a year. After hearing her a little more, I just started
to ball tears. I thought of my parents and my friends that always cared and I
took advantage of everything. I was sad, depressed, scared shitless, and it was
one of the worst feelings I have had in my entire life. I just thought so
deeply about my dad and mom and all my friends. I just wanted to get out of
that state of mind. After my extremely horrific shroom trip it finally turned a
little better. I was sitting on the couch and me and my friends started to
talk. It seemed as though we were talking for hours and when I looked at the
clock we were only talking for 3 minutes. This made me laugh extremely hard,
one of the hardest i have ever laughed in my life. When it was finally over I
called my friend V and I have never been so grateful in my life. A tear came
down my eye from how joyful I was to be alive. I swore to never touch drugs
again as long as I live.
I think
this bad trip was cause by the setting. We took the shrooms and I had to be
home at 6 which already got me nervous. Also we were inside a house which
wasn’t a good place in my opinion. I recommend you future shroom users to take
them on an extremely comfortable day where you have a lot of time and you are
ready for the experience. Make sure everything is good and you have a lot of
time.
This
experience completely changed my life. I have never been so grateful and
appreciative of my life in the 16 years i have been alive. I never will touch
shrooms again and at least for a little time stop all drugs completely. I think
this horrific experience was in a way good because it showed me what in fact I
was taking advantage in life.
