It all started out so simple. My crew and I getting ready for the massive 4:20
party in minnesota. We had a our shrooms in hand as he left and laughed as we
drove away from out other buddies who had to go to prom that night. We ate the
shrooms so they would kick our asses while driving on the 1 hour trip. For a
while things were cool, the basic pre shroom jitters everyone gets. Then came
the weed and it hit me hard. I was getting sort of naucious but things cleared
up as we got to the party. There we listened to Ralph Lauren and the other mad
dj's who spun there music to my mind as though it was a nessesity.... then chaos
hit.
I was in the huge sports complex as the rave environment
of lights, smoke and people engulfed me. I had no contorl of my self. I tried to
walk over to the wall as everything in sight flashed black and red before my
eyes. I couldn't make it... i collapsed on the floor with people eyeing me from
ther spots. I knew I had to get up and move, and I finally made it. Countless
people ran up to me begging me to give them what I was on and I knew my body and
mind were giving up on me. I tried my hardest to utter the words "..help
me.. help me.. " but no one could understand. I was at a stage very much
past the feeling of sickness.... the feeling of death. I made it outside as
someone helped me out... i again collapsed and couldn't breathe.... my arms
would not move and my body was shaking. I had no sense of what anything was and
could not believe that I was going to O.D on shrooms. From that poing on I was
beginning to pass out and just thought to my self that those were going to be
my! final moments of my precious life. Tears would not come but where all around
me.. i was dying and could do nothing about it. I would have done anything to
get help from anyone, even the pigs who walked around the complex... then black
hit
** needless to say I'm not dead, but that opened my eyes
up much wider as I look at life for my self. I still remember the feeling and is
one of the only things I fear more then anything in my life. Please, if your
going to shroom, make sure you will have access to help if total chaos hits you.
Whether it be a friend, a phone, or a pet. Have something that will save you.
