Total loss of visual connection with reality. The senses cease to function in the normal way. Total loss of ego. Merging with space, other objects, or the universe. The loss of reality becomes so severe that it defies explanation. The earlier levels are relatively easy to explain in terms of measureable changes in perception and thought patterns. This level is different in that the actual universe within which things are normally perceived, ceases to exist! Satori enlightenment (and other such labels).
People with low self esteem(and you may not know if you have a low self esteem till its to late) should not pursue ego death, cause if the goal is reached, your in all sorts of trouble.
Hello, I've always enjoyed reading these reports and have finally decided to report a trip I had in 1991, as it seemed so intense to me that I have often reminisced about it.
sorry this is so long but i put as much as i could remember this week i tripped 3 times, only because it was my first time and i wanted to trip hard and have experience, the first time i did 3 g i think, i only tripped hard for about 5 minutes, the walls were turning into spiders and shit, the seconed time i took 4 gs i didnt trip hard at all, i had some trance on and the writing on my wall came off and started dancing, it was awsome, but not harsh enough, then i decided to do 7 gs last night i ended up doin 10 grams, while my friends did 3 g's each, we have all done it before but these shrooms are real good, well it was my bro's first time, there was 2 other friends here doin it, im 16 and im 5'9, 160lbs, i look very tough until last night ok we all dosed at 10:30pm, then we smoked a joint each, it was pretty good pot, we went downstairs and started smoking are roaches, one of my friends smoked his, then i said lat me smoke mine, and then i dont remember to much except i said the mush is hittin me man, its hittin me hard, ill just use letters for there names, well me and B were in the room next to my room and i said it felt like we were at a night club and the entrance to the room was a stage and B agreed, i was really scared, because i have never been this high right away, the room had bricks on the walls, then we decided to go upstairs all of us were upstairs and i brought a blanket because i got really fuckin cold, we were in the living room and B was playin eminem, it was freaky, i hid under my blanket, my blanket was an endless tunnel, i got scared and took my head out slowly, the top of my blanket was like weird statued faces like that rock mountain with the faces on it, but it was endless, it look kinda like the gates to heaven or something, thats what i was thinkin for some reason, i told everyone to come downstairs with me because i had to go in my bed, it was the only place that seemed safe at the time, i layed there closing my eyes with my friends A, B, and my bro, they were listening to limp bizkit, i told them to put on some good music, but when i said that i meant, nice and happy music but i couldnt say that for some reason, they put on xzibit, and it freaked me out, i kept sayin put on some good music, i felt like i was high for atleast 6 hours at this time, i asked what time it was, my friend B told me it was 11:22 and i was to stupid to figure out how long i was high, i thought the high was almost over, but it just hit me around that time, i kept my eyes closed to hide from all the hollucinations because they scared the shit out of me, with my eyes closed it was safe!
