timeline
9:45pm pulled the rune thurisaz otherwises known as the Gateway /
Place of Non-Action
10pm 2gm Ps. cubensis
10:15pm burping
10:20pm sensation in forehead, feelings of being stoned
10:30pm slight nausea, slight gritty feeling/taste in the mouth,
more pronounced sensations in third eye, cheeks tingling, auditory
sensations become apparent
10:35 with closed eyes,
see a patterning like
the vein structure on leaves
translucent by a light from within
the light within... is it me?
or...a place to explore...
it has the feeling of indiana jones in an underground mine with the
shafts, tunnels, open spaces and desire for adventure
11:25 Ms. MJ welcome into my temple
12:00 Looking at the hardwood floors, the patterning reveils itself
as a 1/4 inch translucent layer within the hardwood. I could make out
3 overlapping layers, the closest thing that it looks like are tiny
bones arranged by some fractal conductor. strangely I had the ability
to focus in any direction - deeper into the patterns or into the
realm of the emotions.
notes
all in all a very pleasurable journey. there were moments were i
spooked myself by having my attention on unpleasant scenarios. the
overall quality of the trips between 1gm and 2 gm of cubensis being
the same with the difference being the trip with 2 gm, the visual component felt
like it had more depth, that it could be directed and that there was
something being *revealed*
the next day i felt a quiet, relaxed, uplifted sense of mood and the
feeling of being nourished by some inexplicable source.
