know dexterity diminishes on higher doses of psilocybin. I suggested to J and M to lay back and close thier eyes. Just relax and let the imaginination take over... And so inward we ventured...
Sometimes I find a group of people can have certain anxieties in the absence of conversation... It's like we must talk all the time. But sometimes, talking can be done away with. And this was one of those moments. We all knew that trying to describe to each other what we were experiencing is impossible. Unless of course you are an established alchemist...
The peak was creeping up and i closed my eyes and slowed by breathing. You know the term "think outside the box"? Well that's a good concept but you are still the box. I was leaving the box and i could see it from the outside. I was actually seeing thoughts come into existence as objects. They were being assembled by millions of tiny black triangles that felt infinatly dense.. Flat black triangles but super-positioned as three dimensional objects. I would guess they were fifth dimensional particles expressing sacred geometry.
I realized at some point how easily i/ we as people can be influenced into paradigms. How easily the media can shape our view of the world via tv and the internet. I've always pursued multiple reality tunnels and i always criticize what i interpret as truth... This thought process all the while being constructed out of black triangles. And then disintegrating like dust in the wind. Things felt so archaic to me. I was surfing the cosmic wave and i could hear my brother and M laughing in concert with the cosmic gigle. Things were flowing nicely! There was wave after
wave of epiphanies, good ideas and new concepts. I was able to see what influenced my perception of reality like a web of information and my consciousness was the event horizon. I love
the feeling of pure experience with no biased associations and personal judgement. Its hard to do that day to day, let alone just being aware of it.
During a pause between songs M described that he was having a mystical experience with a Greek mythology theme to it. He was in a landscape of ancient gods and the titans were converging in on themselves. LOL i could only imagine... And I did.
A few hours passed in this state of mind. Pure bliss, my friends...I could feel the the psilocybin wearing off and being replaced by normal seritonin at the nuero-transmitters. I felt good and fresh. We watched Afro Samuri on the big screen and i smoked another bowl. It was 5 am and i knew i had to go home to sleep. J was out cold and M was preparing to leave home bound aswell. Thats just the way i do it. The hours drive home wasn't too bad, but i was a bit sleepy and not really sure how impaired i really was. The roads are deserted at that time so i could justify to myself that i wasn't putting anybody else's life at risk.
By 6 i was home safe and sound, had a bite to eat and made small talk with the wife. I played with my dog for a half hour and by 7ish i was sleeping comfortably....
Another one for the books.
Peace out...