Mind blowing experience from utter bliss to insanity and back.
Preparation
A very simple process was done,
dont know if it mattered though, the best looking seeds were picked out
and 10 were smashed up and let soak in water for around 30 minutes. The
resulting mush was laid on the tongue for a bit then swallowed.
The whole experience is kind of cloudy due to the loss of perception of time.
Good Trip
Me
and my friend used the same preparation, and dosed around 10 AM (I
think). We used herb to settle our stomachs during the come up. We
didnt feel anything for at least an hour. When the effects finally
started to kick in, we were both sitting on a rock when suddenly a
surrealistic, dreamlike state overtook me. It felt as if the door to my
mind was opened and LSA was the key. Thoughts and ideas flew freely, I
felt like I was literally all-knowing.
I also felt very
unbalanced, like everything could go wrong at any moment, so my friend
and me helped each other by having conversation. One thing that helped
the most, was meditation I believe. I closed my eyes and took deep
breaths and tried to push away all the negative energy. I imagined a
shield around myself, and then, everything felt okay. We got up and ran
over to the trampoline. Everything was so bright and beautiful, I felt
one with nature like it was embracing me. I almost cried while touching
a flower, as I looked at the back of a leaf, I could see every little detail and it was likei t was the most amazing leaf ever. At one point I was rolling around on the trampoline, laughing
as hard as I could, with a feeling of intense pleasure and ecstasy. I
yelled, "This is be best feeling I have ever had in my life!"
During
this whole time, my friend and me were having these deep conversations
of pure logic it seemed (But was probably pure gibberish) He felt the
same as I did.
After awhile I noticed Nausea was setting in
again. We then used herb again to settle the Nausea, and this is when
things got crazy.
We both got very VERY excited, and ran out the
door and into the forest. We were walking around in circles acting like
we were hunting animals that werent there. I didnt actually see them,
but my mind told me they were there. We were out there for what seemed
like 4 hours until we came back, then we looked at the time. It had
only been around 2-3 hours since dosing, and we were only out in the
forest for 30 minutes. It had already seemed like weve been tripping
all day. We decided to go inside.
Bad Trip
When
we went inside, my friend went to the bathroom while I sat down on the
computer. Something just seemed wrong, it was indescribable, I was
starting to get nervous, not knowing what was going on and if I was
ever able to come back. That is when my friend came in and said "I
think Im dieing". I told him to calm down, but my own mind started to
spiral into panic. I felt like the lsa reality was my new reality, I
thought I was going to be like this forever. I was in a deep mental
battle against what seemed split personalities. One side told me I was
going to be okay, I couldnt be going insane. While the other side told
me I was going insane.
For the next 20 minutes or so, which
seemed like forever, I was on the edge of insanity. Wondering around
aimlessly, not knowing where I was, what I was doing. I was in a panic.
Until I finally just went into the living room and relaxed on the couch.
This
is where I noticed if I concentrate on what I normally do, like
watching TV, I would come back. This is what my friend already figured
out. I slowly felt better again after this.
Afterglow
For the rest of the day I felt good, kind of loopy, couldnt eat, or
sleep Until the residual effects wore off at around 1 am the next
morning. Woke up the next day and felt "different" that day. Felt
completely normal by the next day.
I kind of left out a few parts, due to difficulty remembering the order of events.
